The test of courage comes when we are in the minority. The test of tolerance comes when we are in the majority.
Purpur. 04.26.1989 23 year old. If you know me, I get the jitterbugs when you put me next to a stranger. I prefer tea to coffee, late nights to afternoons. I love cakes, chocolates and candies. I love overseas trips. I make sure I get my trips at least twice a year. I can't use chopsticks in the right way. I get bored of material things very easily. I contemplate at almost everything. I'm a major procrastinator. I get annoyed when I hear metals rubbing against each other. I rely on cabs too much. I love my boyfriend and gfs. I can sleep for more than 12 hours if you don't bomb me up. hah. I love nua-ing in my cosy bed. I'm mostly comfortable in my own skin, and I've never seen a need to conform to society or become the person you think I should be. I dress the way I deem fit, and I'll play this game the way I wanna play it. I live, I laugh, I love, I trip and I take chances. My love. I want the person who will pursue me, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the person who brings out the best in me and makes me want to be a better person. He is my best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with me at any time no matter what the circumstances; the person who makes me smile like no one else and when he smiles I know he needs me. I have found the person who want will want to show me off to the world when I am in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when I dress up for him. And most of all, have found the person who puts me at the center of his universe, because that's where I belong. Twitter Twitter Updates follow PURPUR on Twitter Exits Adel Boonkiat Eileen Jiaqi Jiayi Manrong Pearlyn Stella Vic Vivie Yileen Yun Yvonne Wishlist 2013 Celine Luggage Tote Miumiu Coffer Prada Nappa Gauffre BN1336 Chanel Maxi Jumbo The Past - Archives - May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 March 2012 January 2013	Saturday, September 19, 2009 the secret's dead and the novelty is fading so lets just move on. now then i realise i've been cheated all along. haha. great. great for me to know it earlier enough isn't it? mistake. wrong mistake right at the beginning. feeling so horrified. but in another stance, i'm so fortunate that i didn't do things i'll regret later on :) i've finally figured out why am i so bothered. i am bothered that i am not bothered. it disgusts me how i can feel so little towards you; like perhaps to the extent of despise? if we were both using each other why am i so pissed off? but good god, is it so hard to show a little bit of decency? why has something happy, like marriage or love become stupidity? with all the recent happenings, I'm beginning to wonder why some people have difficultly grasping the concept of monogamy. yes, a relationship/marriage is always a brand new beginning of something. unfortunately, all beginnings are accompanied by endings, and it is with this knowledge that i'm able to grasp the very essence of life. those people who commit infidelity whether is it physically or in the mind, does it proves a point that all humans are insatiable, constantly wanting more and never being contended with what's in front of them or to them, guilt is a wasted emotion hence they don't even feel guilty for committing infidelity? imagine a long lived relationship ceasing abruptly as a result of infidelity, how much hurt that is involved. infidelity is ugly. unquestionably despicable. treachery at its worst form. with that, it makes me wonder if monogamous vows even matter at all. and this is why, i am fully aware that i have cultivated this disgusting habit of fleeing the scene before anything else has the chance to grow, to develop. things like these always wear me out so instead of trying to summon enough strength to combat it, i'd rather be the first to take flight. and YOU. will never ever receive true love, i cursed FOREVER, because you do not understand the real definition of LOVE. you're a demon. your retribution has arrived, knocking on your door now.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay