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The test of courage comes when we are in the minority.
The test of tolerance comes when we are in the majority.


Monday, August 16, 2010
(:

realised i've be inactive in this lil space for some time.
used to be so proactive that i could blog 2 posts in a single day!
haha. perhaps as you grow older, you tend to keep all your thoughts to yourself.

people kept asking,
" why your expectations so high? "
" why you don't want accept him/him/him? "
" why you don't want get a bf? "

i mean, why should i go into a r/s for the sake of going into one?
okay, perhaps you have someone to rant to, to adore and pamper you etc etc,
so what? do we really need a bf to live on with life? i don't think so.
why bother to tire ourselves out when there comes the day of "after honeymoon" period.
problems and problems occur, like what i've seen among friends or maybe on myself when i was young.

so to me for now, i'll rather be empty(for a year already), and get the right one whom it's meant to be, rather than pursuing temporary happiness, then getting all drained and worn out from the after effect of "happiness". did i mention that i dreamt of him a few days ago? it was so real. like what happened between us even though we weren't together. honestly speaking up till now and it's already been 2 years, i'll still feel the heartache whenever anything happened that led to thinking about him.

okay, i admit that i'm afraid of karma.
hurt too many, i know its coming to me one day(or perhaps it has already fallen on me).
but who cares? live life, just for yourself.

everyday for me is just work besides off days.
met up with eileen ahtat and kehwee in bpp on my last off day,
for a lil catch up. hahaha. i love talks like these.

time seemed to fly so fast that i couldn't keep track of my life.
it's been a year since i entered this fashion retail line.
and also the time when i've to really stop procrastinating.
the good pay and the number of off days really is a chore.
okay, i gave in easily to temptations.

when i wanted to quit, colleagues kept telling me not to.
and i know i'll sure miss em, and miss the money :P lol.

yes definitely getting into a school once 2011 begins.
my business management dream.
or, if 1 day i bet and strike lottery, i'll open my dream shop right immediately.
haha.

and yeah ^^v
i'll be flying over to the land of smiles with jasmine end of this week!
like soooooooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D