The test of courage comes when we are in the minority. The test of tolerance comes when we are in the majority.
Purpur. 04.26.1989 23 year old. If you know me, I get the jitterbugs when you put me next to a stranger. I prefer tea to coffee, late nights to afternoons. I love cakes, chocolates and candies. I love overseas trips. I make sure I get my trips at least twice a year. I can't use chopsticks in the right way. I get bored of material things very easily. I contemplate at almost everything. I'm a major procrastinator. I get annoyed when I hear metals rubbing against each other. I rely on cabs too much. I love my boyfriend and gfs. I can sleep for more than 12 hours if you don't bomb me up. hah. I love nua-ing in my cosy bed. I'm mostly comfortable in my own skin, and I've never seen a need to conform to society or become the person you think I should be. I dress the way I deem fit, and I'll play this game the way I wanna play it. I live, I laugh, I love, I trip and I take chances. My love. I want the person who will pursue me, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the person who brings out the best in me and makes me want to be a better person. He is my best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with me at any time no matter what the circumstances; the person who makes me smile like no one else and when he smiles I know he needs me. I have found the person who want will want to show me off to the world when I am in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when I dress up for him. And most of all, have found the person who puts me at the center of his universe, because that's where I belong. Twitter Twitter Updates follow PURPUR on Twitter Exits Adel Boonkiat Eileen Jiaqi Jiayi Manrong Pearlyn Stella Vic Vivie Yileen Yun Yvonne Wishlist 2013 Celine Luggage Tote Miumiu Coffer Prada Nappa Gauffre BN1336 Chanel Maxi Jumbo The Past - Archives - May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 March 2012 January 2013	Saturday, November 27, 2010 noʎ ǝʌol ı ıqıq am going to bkk later, to sort out my feelings. i'll be a better woman when i come back. for the past few nights after what happened, i had been crying myself to sleep. i just couldn't control my emotions, have been v long since the last time i breakdown so badly, since 2 yrs ago? i felt that nothing in this world is certain, i even felt that my feelings were surreal, for i didn't see all these coming, and it really caught me terribly. it just got me even more upset and disappointed. but, this should stop. i'm extremely sensitive to emotions, and it gets to me so easily. i hate it that i'm like that. just now, when i was in dire need of someone to talk to, it was then that i finally realized the people i think love me the most, and swear that they are always there for me, aren't. so many empty promises. all those "you always have me", and "you know i love you ", they're all empty. or perhaps it is me. that everytime i only know how to keep everything in myself and refused to share even if my closest asks. i always say, " nothing nothing nothing " and nothing else. i'm not trained to pour my feelings bit by bit. and i thought of who i should go to, i thought of all your names, one by one. but something sank in me, and it was then that i knew i couldn't count on you to be there. any particular reasons? maybe not to trouble anyone, maybe not. but a woman's intuition is more than enough. and of course there are people who really really cared, just that i don't really feel like saying anything and need time alone. its like your heart has been ripped out and stomped on. you can’t breathe properly, you don’t want to eat, you can’t function. it’s the most intense pain that you’ll ever feel, and there’s no way to relieve it. Its unyielding, merciless torture, and you know it’s yours for life. i used to think i'm the happiest woman in the world. but in that moment, i felt my heart break.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay