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The test of courage comes when we are in the minority.
The test of tolerance comes when we are in the majority.
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Purpur. 04.26.1989 23 year old. If you know me, I get the jitterbugs when you put me next to a stranger. I prefer tea to coffee, late nights to afternoons. I love cakes, chocolates and candies. I love overseas trips. I make sure I get my trips at least twice a year. I can't use chopsticks in the right way. I get bored of material things very easily. I contemplate at almost everything. I'm a major procrastinator. I get annoyed when I hear metals rubbing against each other. I rely on cabs too much. I love my boyfriend and gfs. I can sleep for more than 12 hours if you don't bomb me up. hah. I love nua-ing in my cosy bed. I'm mostly comfortable in my own skin, and I've never seen a need to conform to society or become the person you think I should be. I dress the way I deem fit, and I'll play this game the way I wanna play it. I live, I laugh, I love, I trip and I take chances. My love.
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Saturday, January 8, 2011
working in Guess all the way till sept. met really good people during work(they all doted on me alot) and of course my soul mate Rita. forever sister of mine. a really peaceful and quiet year, with a handsome pay. haha. not much of a hiccup, other than a cold fight with 1 of my dearest gf. but thank God the storm is over (: and in the last quarter of 2010, i wouldnt have thought that i would go into a r/s cos all along ive already told myself to focus on work and planning for future studies etc. rejected to step in a rs several times in the year till my gfs kept asking me to lower my standard LOL. but life is just like this, so unpredictable. ha. perhaps impulsively, gotten into a r/s which i thought would be my last r/s before marriage. it was then i decided to put my heart and soul into the r/s because i can feel that the other party puts in everything for me so i should do my part also to break the barrier wall i usually set up to prevent heartbreaks. but unfortunately, life is so unpredictable yet again. though its over, i've learnt alot. good memories to keep, bad ones to throw. but luckily not too much of bad memories though. at least when you are together he treats you the right way a bf should do to his girl. unlike some who treats gf like trash. lol. although up till now i still dont understand how can a close pair whom friends envied, get separated so easily due to 1 conflict suddenly. ha. irony isn't it? when you seldom had conflicts/quarrels and see each other every single day, almost. perhaps when i get too pampered at times i tend to neglect feelings and i dont express care and concern well enough. maybe probably. ha. so anyway! these are actual parts and parcels of life while we grow up. and i believe in staying as friends even though you aint lovers anymore (: then in 2011, i managed to finally get out of my gloomy days. (: before was a tough struggle. can't eat, food tasted bland etc. slimmed down so much! till i feel that i couldn't hold onto the r/s anymore. i don't like to run away from problems, so i faced it. decided to end the r/s since its getting no where. friends worried for me, very sorry to ya all. anyway! now gained back the fats already lah cos my boy keep bringing me eat etc make me eat like a pig! lol. time does heal everything! even if there are scars. they are life stories to learn behind every scars. letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts. it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. it's not about giving in or giving up, or defeat. to let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind confidence in the future. letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. to let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free. (: lets hope my 2011 will be a smooth sailing year! and pray that my overseas trips be fulfilled! korea, hongkong, bkk again! i wanna see snow, and go skii-ing! and ive an awesome boy right now. he takes v good care of me, pampers me so much, actually all along la. no matter if we are together or not. and most importantly know my temper and character etc cos we knew for too long alr ! LOL. 8 years! unpredictable again. haha. who knows you will get together with your best friend 1 day? and really very thankful to him, cos initially he said he will wait for me to get over my previous r/s. giving me moral support etc. thought for quite some time before getting into this r/s again. because you need to think and think alot. think of the consequences if it does not last. ha. think whether will i really get over my previous one if not its really v unfair for him. i think ive a curse or something on me. maybe karma. lol. all my r/s dont exceed 3-4 months. except for 1 which lasts for a year +, but i quitted also. perhaps i initiated all my breakups. so ya karma. my r/s all v short lived. but those were ignorant days. too young to know what to and what not to. really hope to settle down, in years to come. give me a 5 year, and get married! :D tml having a date with my boy. goodnight. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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