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2011-12-29T20:36:00.006+08:00

welcoming 2012 with a warm smile,
(:

THANK YOU,

to all my girlfriends and sisters.
oh and my dearest boyf too!

i had a sweet christmas this year, with my loved ones!
realise there are so many sweeties around me!
okay not as though this is the first time i know.
but still, MUCH LOVED! really!

that day my sissy telling me how she couldnt imagine not having me around,
heart to heart talk with gf as well! talking about everything or anything!
and that day i cried because what gf said about me was SO TOUCHING!
feels so good!

so, every end of the year i always tend to get so busy!
meetups, gatherings and such. but it's always FUN to see people you miss
but havent got chances to meet each other for the year as we have our own lives to go.
then all at a go you all have so much to talk about! hahaha.

seriously, consecutively 3 days of celebration were so tiring!
nontheless, life is great! and i hope this remains! ^^

plus. my boyf is still so perfect. he dotes on me so much!
at times when im having my girlf tantrums he'll know ways to solve them.
haha. and he's soooooooooooooooooooo nicey that sometimes i feel so bad!
but i am trying to change! to be a better girlf!

hahaha. I HOPE SO? LOL

work? i love my job.
:)

everyone, please enjoy your new year!
with love.

2011-12-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

in less than a month, its gonna be 2012!
as the old usual saying goes, time flies~

gonna jot down some 2012 resolutions soon.
this year is good, i hope it ends well too.
getting my payout tomorrow, i hope it hits a 4***!
woohoo.

(:

2011-11-09T17:49:00.003+08:00

hi all,

i wonder is there people still following my blog?
cos ive been extremely lazy on it though, even in fb.
and i'm so active in twitter nao.

every morning the first thing ill do is to check my twitter.
heh heh.

well,
am waiting for my boyfriend to return back from his work.
and we shall go for good food laterrrrr.

see ya all soon.
love.

2011-10-08T15:03:00.003+08:00

having bbq session later with the loves!
eileen, yileen, wanling, mopeng, dexter, weiwen and my bf!
woohoo! at dexter's condo!

at my bf's crib alone with the two cuties.
milky is getting more adorable alr.
hahahaha. but i hate it when she gets naughty!

NO FOOD for now.
that's what i dislike in his house lol.
my house is a food ammunition place.

there were 2 customers(both sisters) who came into the shop while i was working yesterday. 1 of them is partially disabled, on a wheelchair, with 1 leg which is as tiny as a 3 year old's though she looked like my age. she has such a pretty face i swear. it was a pity, but what left a deep impression was that, even though how differently-abled she is from normal people, she is so cheerful and optimistic! i can feel it through the way how she talks to her sister, and browsing through the shop etc on her own rolling her wheelchair to and fro while i attended to her sis. the way she presented herself, like even better than other beings with perfect limbs! that kept me thinking for awhile, even after they left. that why are some people so greedy. as in, they werent contented. complained how "terrible" are their lives, etc and etc.

when you feel that your life is bad, look at those who were deprived of the usual common thing we had and took for granted of.

MY LIFE IS GOOD.
(:

2011-09-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

alright! its 2 months since the last post.
im here to update for a lil while! (:

life's GOOD, so so good! there's nothing to complain about.
my bf still dotes on me as usual, and even more.
he's the bestest boy ever. and i should cherish him more.

and ya, gone for my BKK trip with my friends last month, awesome trip like always. and im like the tourguide haha! prevented them from several occasions on being scammed by tuktuk/cab drivers! so daring of me to bargain and argue in a foreign country, hehe. goosebumps whenever i thought back.

at least 1 bkk trip per year; minimum 2 overseas trip per year.
shiokaaaa. but my utmost destination is europe!
shall fulfill it before i turn 25 i promise! (;

batam trip next month, guess ive nothing to do over there.
but bf said he'll accompany me if they were to go suntanning.
cos i've simply 0 interest in tanning. no matter how much i tan, its useless.
so its a waste of my time and damaging to my skin.

time flies! its september now, like so fast?! 3 more months to the end of 2011!
oh! and ive also gotten my favourite bags before the year ends too.
am a happy happy girl! though my pockets are slightly burnt~
next year it'll be my chanel! promised bf not to buy anymore for this year.
haha.

:D

seeyaallaround!

2011-07-27T04:19:00.002+08:00

WOW its 4.23am now.
my boyfee is soundly asleep cos he has work tml while its my off day!

he's the bestest of the bestest bf. best guy ever! he fetched me from work as usual just now, and then we went back his house together to make supper for me, and i sooooo love TOPSHELL that much lah! hahahaha. initially we shared a can, while he sliced those small lil spicy chilli and lime juice to give them some flavour, then i simply cant get enough of it. so after finishing my portion and actually we were full as we ate other stuffs as well, i told him i still wanna bite something. and immediately he knew i wanted more topshell! so he asked, " hmm.. yes.. what you want? topshell huh? " hahahaha. definitely my worm in my stomach lol!

so i helped him bring the used utensils to the kitchen, initiated and insisted to help wash! so that he can prepare my topshell :P then, happy me eating while watching tv with him hahahahaha. after everything's done, i felt so BLOATED. then i looked at him, and he looked at me. asked me go bathe. i so reluctantly brought the bowl to the kitchen, in the end he said he will wash for me. LOL! i gave the kelian face hahahahaha! ^^v

awesome day tomorrow, my IPL session like finally cos i always forget to book my appointment. and ya its jasmine's 22nd bday. most probably meeting her for a dinner i guess. (:

im going to bed. *yawns
goodnight.

2011-07-12T17:33:00.003+08:00

yeah! after a long hibernation, im back to visit my blog!
wooohoooh! half a year the last i touched this space?
i guessed this is the longest ever since the first i started blogging!
okay, im more active in twitter and fb for now.
blog seems so boring now and i have yet to visit people's blogs for months!

well well well,
life is so GREAT i couldnt bear to be so greedy to ask for more. (:
my boy dotes on me so much so much, yada yada i know people will say its the honeymoon period etc etc, but just let time decides then! he's by far, much much matured in terms of thinking, and future planning and i feel so secured with him ya know. thats what mostly girls are looking for, AN QUAN GAN, isnt it?! im not a young girl anymore like those 17-18 okay!

by the way, happy monthsary to my dear boyfee.
he made good food for me last night for our supper,
and just now i was having the runs due to eating too much?! lol~
whenever i threw a slight tantrum(just recently only due to PMS i guess?),
he's just so patient with me and i couldnt thank him more.
he'll be my traveling partner in the future! yeah! :D

waiting for him to finish work while im at his crib!
playing with Milky now. hahaha.

love ya ~ ♥

2011-01-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

reviewing year 2010.

working in Guess all the way till sept. met really good people during work(they all doted on me alot) and of course my soul mate Rita. forever sister of mine. a really peaceful and quiet year, with a handsome pay. haha. not much of a hiccup, other than a cold fight with 1 of my dearest gf. but thank God the storm is over (: and in the last quarter of 2010, i wouldnt have thought that i would go into a r/s cos all along ive already told myself to focus on work and planning for future studies etc. rejected to step in a rs several times in the year till my gfs kept asking me to lower my standard LOL.

but life is just like this, so unpredictable. ha. perhaps impulsively, gotten into a r/s which i thought would be my last r/s before marriage. it was then i decided to put my heart and soul into the r/s because i can feel that the other party puts in everything for me so i should do my part also to break the barrier wall i usually set up to prevent heartbreaks. but unfortunately, life is so unpredictable yet again. though its over, i've learnt alot. good memories to keep, bad ones to throw. but luckily not too much of bad memories though. at least when you are together he treats you the right way a bf should do to his girl. unlike some who treats gf like trash. lol. although up till now i still dont understand how can a close pair whom friends envied, get separated so easily due to 1 conflict suddenly. ha. irony isn't it? when you seldom had conflicts/quarrels and see each other every single day, almost. perhaps when i get too pampered at times i tend to neglect feelings and i dont express care and concern well enough. maybe probably. ha.

so anyway! these are actual parts and parcels of life while we grow up. and i believe in staying as friends even though you aint lovers anymore (:

then in 2011, i managed to finally get out of my gloomy days. (: before was a tough struggle. can't eat, food tasted bland etc. slimmed down so much! till i feel that i couldn't hold onto the r/s anymore. i don't like to run away from problems, so i faced it. decided to end the r/s since its getting no where. friends worried for me, very sorry to ya all. anyway! now gained back the fats already lah cos my boy keep bringing me eat etc make me eat like a pig! lol. time does heal everything! even if there are scars. they are life stories to learn behind every scars.

letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts. it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. it's not about giving in or giving up, or defeat. to let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind confidence in the future. letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. to let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free.

(:

lets hope my 2011 will be a smooth sailing year!
and pray that my overseas trips be fulfilled!

korea, hongkong, bkk again!
i wanna see snow, and go skii-ing!

and ive an awesome boy right now. he takes v good care of me, pampers me so much, actually all along la. no matter if we are together or not. and most importantly know my temper and character etc cos we knew for too long alr ! LOL. 8 years! unpredictable again. haha. who knows you will get together with your best friend 1 day? and really very thankful to him, cos initially he said he will wait for me to get over my previous r/s. giving me moral support etc. thought for quite some time before getting into this r/s again. because you need to think and think alot. think of the consequences if it does not last. ha. think whether will i really get over my previous one if not its really v unfair for him. i think ive a curse or something on me. maybe karma. lol. all my r/s dont exceed 3-4 months. except for 1 which lasts for a year +, but i quitted also. perhaps i initiated all my breakups. so ya karma. my r/s all v short lived. but those were ignorant days. too young to know what to and what not to.

really hope to settle down, in years to come.
give me a 5 year, and get married! :D

tml having a date with my boy.
goodnight.

thank you for everything.

2010-12-27T22:36:00.003+08:00

sentosa today!
had my long awaited Luge and Skyride!
Universal Studios as well :D
bought loads of candies but so ex haha!
but disappointment cos it's too crowded!
i guessed its the school hols + public hols!

hate to queue everywhere!
gave a miss to my dolphin lagoon cos of the super mad long queue!
nehmind. we will go again, perhaps a night stay in the USS hotel.

vivo for some walking and bought my vivi mag!
short and sweet day.

(:

but my throat's burning nao.
boo. must be the chocs.
i need honey lemon!

2010-12-05T22:30:00.003+08:00

new job!
come visit me in yishun northpoint!
cosmetic and skincare shop! : The Magic Shop

:D

hope all unhappiness will pass!
back to last time! hope so. :)

2010-12-04T00:17:00.003+08:00

i'm going through a rough time right now.
and its killing me deeply.

nearly died, i swear.
suddenly all the past memories of your entire life flash back into your head.
all at a go.

i will overcome it.
i will!

try.

thanks eileen.
and all.

bibi. i love you.
hope you dont drink too much.
enjoy yourself (:

noʎ ǝʌol ı ıqıq

2010-11-27T04:15:00.004+08:00

am going to bkk later, to sort out my feelings.
i'll be a better woman when i come back.

for the past few nights after what happened, i had been crying myself to sleep. i just couldn't control my emotions, have been v long since the last time i breakdown so badly, since 2 yrs ago? i felt that nothing in this world is certain, i even felt that my feelings were surreal, for i didn't see all these coming, and it really caught me terribly. it just got me even more upset and disappointed. but, this should stop.

i'm extremely sensitive to emotions, and it gets to me so easily.
i hate it that i'm like that.

just now, when i was in dire need of someone to talk to, it was then that i finally realized the people i think love me the most, and swear that they are always there for me, aren't. so many empty promises. all those "you always have me", and "you know i love you ", they're all empty. or perhaps it is me. that everytime i only know how to keep everything in myself and refused to share even if my closest asks. i always say, " nothing nothing nothing " and nothing else. i'm not trained to pour my feelings bit by bit. and i thought of who i should go to, i thought of all your names, one by one. but something sank in me, and it was then that i knew i couldn't count on you to be there. any particular reasons? maybe not to trouble anyone, maybe not. but a woman's intuition is more than enough. and of course there are people who really really cared, just that i don't really feel like saying anything and need time alone.

its like your heart has been ripped out and stomped on. you can’t breathe properly, you don’t want to eat, you can’t function. it’s the most intense pain that you’ll ever feel, and there’s no way to relieve it. Its unyielding, merciless torture, and you know it’s yours for life.

i used to think i'm the happiest woman in the world.
but in that moment, i felt my heart break.

yeah! happy girl (:

2010-11-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

:D

*beams with smiles*

my iphone4 reached earlier than expected!
supposedly to be arriving in SG in 2 weeks but it came yesterday~
thank you bi ♥♥♥♥♥

am heading down to east coast for ivy's bday celebration later.
then from there we will stay overnight at the chalet, and 8 of us proceed to bintan straight.
awesome much (:

painting my nails now.
bi's mummy bday. shall buy a cake before heading down his house.
he's gg to help me w my IP. ♥♥♥

skin condition not so good lately.
bitten by bugs idk how. kill them!!!

went out w my gfs and their bfs yesterday.
so long since i last went out as early as noon!
and w/o bi driving me, i took a cab from cck.
wanted t take train all the way but im too fustrated w the weather!

LOL.
then we had jap brunch, and 8 of us cabbed to jurong point.
talked, sat down, slacked, dinner at dingtaifung.
then NTUC for titbits and such, ivy bought her bbq food.
i spent like over a century in neighburhood malls.
alot of archipaliang stuffs, don't care!

never work, money flows out but never come in.
):

but im enjoying my life now!
hehe.

and ya, cherlyn's 1st bday on sun!
we all went to D8 thai pub after that.
had loads of fun! :D

and 2nd month together.
went out to have good food.
all is enough.

a man who loves me with no doubts. ♥
a man who knows his mistakes and try to make it right. ♥
a man who knows my mistakes and talk sense into me. ♥
a man who gives me freedom that I need. ♥
a man who can be my pillow whenever i need someone to lean on. ♥
a man who (at least) tries to figure out what's going on inside me and resolve it. ♥

till then.
(:

PP IS A HAPPY GIRL (:

2010-10-31T03:12:00.004+08:00

came back from doreen's place to bi's crib.
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DOREEN!! ;D
my bibi so cute, always feel like pinching him!
gg in JB again tml night i guess.

YEAH IM MAD EXCITED, EVEN RIGHT NOW!
GOT MY NEW CHIO BABY LX5 THIS AFTERNOON,
TRIED IT JUST NOW AND IM SOOOOOOO LOVING IT!!

AND WHATS MORE, DIAMONDS AS WELL!!!
PRETTY PRETTY DIAMOND NECKLACE! ;D
+ FAV LEOPARD PRINT STUFFS.
WOOHOO!

MY OWN POCKETS BURNT, BUT.
SO HAPPY.
HEHE.

YA GOT THE SHIOK FEELING OF SPENDING USING YOUR OWN EARNED $!!?

THEN BI SAID HE WANNA GET A RING FOR ME!
BLINGBLING DIAMOND RING!!

^^

2010-10-28T18:30:00.002+08:00

went into jb last week with eileen.
was the 1st time we felt so tired after the end of the day, shopping.
but i didnt really get anything i like, other than gummies and candies.
haha! i wanna go in deeper, need more people cos eileen insisted its v dangerous.
okay lo. wait for bi, ahtat, mopeng, wanling t go in tgt then.

and qiqi was suggesting seafood at jb, with the whole lot of us.
damn shiok heh, and i LOVE JB SEAFOOD. NICE AND CHEAP :D
went prawning w the clique on sunday, many many prawns!
then ivy initiated to help a couple take photo tgt cos saw them taking 1 by 1.
and before they left they just passed us the basket of many prawns!
haha! added on to a mountain! okay exaggerated :P

heading to bintan next month, the 1st time we go overseas w so many ppl tgt!
bibi dont miss me k? (:

life is still mundane.
eat sleep play go out LOL.
except the part me and my bf nua-ing tgt.
at times we will heart to heart talk as well (:

sometimes i will act like crying(can act till drop tears one sia) or throw tantrum(mild ones lah),
and he will come and sayang/hug me. hehehe. and he's v v funny lah stupid bf kept making me laugh till my side hurts.

love you bibi!
so cute :D

boyfee never fails to make me ROFL.

2010-10-23T02:15:00.008+08:00

went for supper just now and while we found our seats and settled down, mopeng's friend walked past and they said hi to each other, then he asked mopeng, " heh, how come you are here?"

.................

suddenly bi leaned over me, use his mouth and whispered(while the friend still there),

" nowadays people very weird leh, come here ask why are you here, of cos to eat mah! "

his expressions are darn funny TTM i swear. so i went berserk laughing.
later on i pinched him and wanting to him from crapping any further,
he said, " wait till you finish laughing i tell you more funnier one "
then i stopped after awhile, he said(while eileen already on her way to the ladies).

......................
......................
......................

" if now eileen go toilet then accidentally met her friend there, her friend ask her what she doing in the toilet how. of cos to pee or to shit lah! "

lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his expressions =.="
NOTHING TO SAY HAHAHAHA.
and in between kept gong wu gong bo.
so cute.

imagine everyday im seeing him and he always do/say funny stuffs.
wa lao. hahahaha.

and YAY! HONGKONG TRIP 2011 CFM ALR!
bi says if see got promo just buy immediately.
woohoo! wanna go BKK again next year.
every year go at least once :P

and korea/japan end of year!
(:

happy happy girl.
46 days everyday seeing each other.
gonna miss my boy when i go bintan next month to celebrate ivy's bday ):
though its just 1 night! haha.

life is good, minus the bank digits depleting part.
and im slacking like everyday hahaha!
gg in jb to shop with eileen later in the afternoon.
:D

just went in the day before for supper.
loklok is still lovelove!

also, i went to loyang dua pek gong that night w yileen!
she came and fetched me, and my 1st time baibai like that.
like really ard accordingly to diff buddha.
then went to fetch wanling and supper was volcano ramen damn shiok!
i wanna go there again (:

2010-10-14T05:44:00.003+08:00

mad hungry right now! boo. ):
decided not to wake bi up,
cos i know he will bring me go out and eat.
haha.

something's wrong with my body recently.
was like, i seldom get sick and stuffs like that before,
but nowadays i kept falling sick.

enjoying slack life = sick easily?

well. bi took good care of me yet again last night.
after his work, he came and fetched me to his house.
his dad's bday! they having steamboat~ but i was too weak.
lied on bed all night, and he came in and spoon-fed me.
cut the meat all that and fed spoonful by spoonful till i finished.
so nize :D

and i kept waking up in the middle of the night as i was coughing madly,
till i found it so hard to breathe.

a few times, i just woke up and sat down there, slowly in order not to wake him up.
but somehow he just knew it, woke up as well and went to get warm water,
fed me cough medicine, was suffering from mild headache due to excessive coughing.
massage my head for me and pat me to sleep.

but i just couldnt fall asleep cos the cough kept coming in!
pekcek! finally zzz after the cough kept tormenting me for hours.
we were both so lethargic in the noon after we wake up.

and brunch at his crib.
we NUA the entire day watching some taiwan ghost drama in hokkien!
not scary at all! just saying about stories (:

and at night, deciding where to eat.
headed down to bpp cos i was craving for jap food.
in the end the food sucks ):
that's why i'm so hungry right now!

and ya!
2 days ago we went to town!
to get my blackberry for 1-1 exchange. AGAIN.
so this time round not using it, so that can re-sell at higher price.
and bi wanna get me iphone4! should i get iphone4, or buy LX5 first?
o.O

brunch was at ramen play.
shouldn't have eaten maggie mee in the morning,
(while bi was sleeping he woke up and cooked for me cos i was hungry)
was a little filling.

while the queue was still v long, we went over to ngeeann to see if he wants to change the lv wallet to another colour. in the end he still likes the one i buy (:
finally done with everything, we shared Patissier Ice Cream Strawberry Shortcake and fed him while he drove us back.

alright. it's near to 6 in the morning.
bi gonna nag at me liao when he finds out haha!

happy 1st monthsary bi! ♥

2010-10-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

bi came and fetched me.

drove to turf city his dad's shop.
and then down to chinatown to grab a bite + buy kite. ♥
drove over to katong, the raved bbq korean restaurant.
indeed was nize, 2 person's bill was around 90 i suppose?
totally enjoyed myself when i was with bi. hehe.

walked to car, bi asked me go to the back of his car.
a sketchbook inside with the lightings of the car.
then asked me to take it. so i took and flipped through.
supposed to be touched but i was laughing madly! ♥
cos the contents were too funny alr lah!

he ah always makes me laugh like no tomorrow seriously.
(:

then realised he burnt the midnight oil doing the whole night. ♥
no wonder it was the 1st night that we talked so lil once we reached home.
he was busy doing it till he fell asleep on his bed, then woke up in the morning to do again!
so, i passed him the lv wallet which i've been looking for a wallet for him for v long alr!
and he kept nagging asked me dont anyhow spend my money.

haha! dont nag!! :D

hugged me and said he bringing me to flyer! ♥
his plan backfired a lil cos he planned to do that after we finished dinner at ard 8+,
but we finished earlier! cos too full alr :)

and i felt so loved again.
hehe. my 1st time to flyer!
been wanting to experience from eons ago!

was so freezing up there, and he took out his shirt(as he wore another tee inside.
and cover me. ♥

and took photos, which my camera wasnt with me.
so bi used my hp's flashlight + bi's iphone. so clever! :)

after which we drove to marina barrage cos the clique wanna go kite flying.
waited for them for an hour! while me and bi self entertained ourselves :P
he carried me and swing me till we both went giddy laughing on the grass.
hahahaha! ♥

then the rest finally reached.
mopeng and wanling, ahtat, doreen and her friends.
flew kites till midnight.

home sweet home!

to be loved is a blessing.
to be able to love the one who also love ya truthfully, is blissful.

" bi, 你很美leh."
hehe.

happy 1st monthsary bi! ♥
though it seems like years we've been together already! (:
okay lah, not so bad. we alr knew for 4 years!

with love,

i've nothing more to ask for, everything's perfect :)

2010-10-07T02:29:00.006+08:00

a day more to our 1st month!
*screams with excitement!!*

bi booked the jap restaurant, but we changed it to korean instead because he hadn't had korean bbq before and im craving for it :) am so looking forward to friday! *mad happy*!

genting was good, way too good for a short getaway from this hustle bustle city.
the past genting trips were too boring(theme parks and nothings).
and well this time, it was CASINO!! :)

enjoyed so much, and of course win $$$$!
i think i won around 300RM. haha.
though not alot, but 1st timer okay!
kind of addictive as well :P

wasn't feeling very well as i vomited the day before the trip due to stomach flu,
bi really took great care of me, cos whenever i moved my body/eat, i'll feel painful.
sometimes it exaggerates to the extent that it's so painful that i can tear any second.
well, sometimes i try to hide it because i don't want bi to worry, but somehow he knew(i don't know how), but he sensed it.

he will ask, " bi, painful again ah? later i help you rub okay? come drink warm water.. "

every now and then, and im always his top priority. what to eat where to go etc. haha! feel so loved. even to small lil things like drinks we share, he'd definitely get what i prefer than what he does. and waited for me to bathe etc under my house for hours yet no complains! :) and heart-to-heart talks. what we want, future etc. his some times "nags" all for my own good hehe.

and i know this isn't just for honeymoon period, because i can sense that he's absolutely different from other ex-bfs i had.

in the coach, it was damn freezing cold even though i already had my jacket with me. then when i woke up, i found bi's jacket on top of me as well. and he's covering himself with his shirt he took from his bag and like trembling. then i asked him " why you so cold you still give me your jacket? " " you cold ma. how to be your bf if i cannot take care of you? " aww. ++++points. :D

he insisted to pay for my manicure when i was in genting(their prices are killers!), then waited on the sofa, and fell asleep. i nearly fell asleep too cos we were all so tired and the ambiance was so nize to sleep in . he could have just stayed in the hotel room, because the manicure place is just at the lobby. but he insisted to acc me. my silly boy.

we always have lots to talk about. craps and craps. the 1st bf i crapped so much with. i can basically crap about anything, and us laughing like mad dogs in the middle of the night hahahaha! you know the crazy me when my veins got stuck out of nowhere? it just kept going crazy while im with bi. hahaha! you know how it feels when its the end of the day and we met. just gave each other long warm hugs and " i miss you "es. just wanna stay like this forever kind of feeling?

and of course, the 1st to make me have the courage to put down my safety barriers, my guarding walls, because i knew he wouldn't hurt me. the 1st that i seen the word " future " between us. the 1st that i really hope he'd be my last bf. (:

i'm the girl who don't usually express my feelings so well enough,
but at least for you i tried.

bi, iloveyou (:

i love the way you love me

2010-10-06T18:53:00.003+08:00

love and friendship is what i feel with you. we are not just lovers, but we are also friends, and that is what makes our r/s much better. the greatest of lovers don't make the best of friends.

Me:"don't play game liao play w me leh.."
Bf:"okay last round k.."
Me: "Me or game more impt (: ?"

:D

how sweet my boy is.
haha. i love how he puts me in priority all the time :)

i miss you (:

2010-09-22T01:48:00.003+08:00

ive disappointed many many people, i know.
i'm very sorry.

what's done has been done.
time to start afresh and look ahead!

(:

♥♥♥♥

baby has been there for me, immediately head down to fetch me when i'm all upset and lost. really really very thankful to have him.

you're what keeps my going when i feel sad and weak, when i feel sick or when I'm in pain. when i'm happy or feeling joyful, you're the first thing on my mind, because I know you're feeling the same way too. no matter what you're doing, when i feel alone or scared, all i have to do is imagine you by my side, and all the darkness fades away.

i enjoyed everything we did together.
and tonight i'm back in my home, am missing your hugs and everything.

♥♥♥♥

i want to be happy all day, all night, all week, all month, all years.

2010-09-06T02:15:00.003+08:00

the feeling of being loved , being cherished and kept close to heart by someone especially and exceptionally.

its the kind of love that drives you crazy, one that makes your heart race every time you sense the slightest bit of trouble, the kind that makes you leave dinner with a friend in less than an hour so you can see each other again, the kind that you cant stop talking about anything else but, the kind that you cant stop talking to each other about, all day all night.

its the kind where you appreciate every small thing, the kind that's constantly on your mind, the kind that creates your own personal world with, the kind that you can be confident will always have your back, the kind that can read your thoughts and second guess your thoughts and actions.

it's the kind that you would drop everything to follow, that you make room in your life for, that you sacrifice other things for because it means more to you, one that you wouldn't mind spending all your time with, one that you'll be willing to share with the rest of the world.

i have found the person who will pursue me, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the person who brings out the best in me and makes me want to be a better person. he is also like my best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with me at any time no matter what the circumstances; the person who makes me smile like no one else and when he smiles i know he needs me. i have found the person who want will want to show me off to the world when i am in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when i dress up for him. and most of all, have found the person who puts me at the center of his universe, because that's where I belong.

♥ ♥ ♥

happy!

2010-08-28T18:23:00.003+08:00

life is really good right now.
haha.

but v bad for my body clock! have been hanging late at night with the usuals;
mopeng, wanling, eileen, pinhao and ahtat.

till i can just have mac breakfast with ph in the morning and then head home straight to bathe and to work! totally cannot make it at work! slept all the way through out break time, but yet go out again after work. jiayong v naggy, came and acc-ed me home. saw me like so shag still going out after heading home to bathe. hahaha.

yesterday they fetched me after my work,
we went over to plaza sing for late night movie.
and went for yummeh prata. then shoot all the way to ECP!!

i've never ever experienced such wind before.
so strong that it looks so much like TAI FONG!!
and it's in SG! :D and it's high tide. so scary!

we were almost like blown away, and sitting over there slacking.
thank God it wasn't raining.

discussion to HK!! we must do so asap!
and i've gotten my LEAVE in Sept and Oct again!
love yana so much! gave me so many leave(s) as i requested!
heehee.

i'm just back from BKK, the land of smiles.
brillant weekend getaway at Bangkok, destressing our utmost hearts and souls in what
in the city's called best- retail theraphy. Having the best authetic thai food.
sam picked us up at the airport and drove us for dinner, which were REALLY GOOD.
brought us to khaosan road also. haha. how i wish i can bring the thai food over to SG!! miss the food lah :(

going for movie again with them later!
got to run off for my bath now.
slept till evening today hiakhiak.

when i was in dire need of someone to talk to, it was then that i finally realized the people i think love me the most, and swear that they are always there for me, aren't. so many empty promises. all those "you always have me"s, and "you know i love you"s, they're all empty. i thought of who i should go to, and i thought of your names, one by one.

please let me stay this way, happy (:
i used to be like this. i found the old ME.

with love,
PP :D

2010-08-21T05:56:00.003+08:00

GG liao.
just reached home not long ago.
catching a flight approx 5 hours later.
got to start packing luggage as well cos i havent done so =.="
need to change money later too!! ):

mahjong and catching up with old clique previous night.
heard a loud bang and screech. accident downstairs at bangkit.
omgawd. people, please be careful on the road!
was out with the girls; rita and kelly in the day for brunch and photos + K!
we took loadsome pictures! love em lah! :D
enjoyed laughing the entire day hahaha! the pudding joke :P

and then yesterday was at vivo + prawning.
i caught loads of prawns! okay, considered alot alr.
was very lucky indeed. and a good night laughing with friends (:

call me a superwoman.
lol.

they're fetching me to the airport as well.
awesome isn't it!? :D

sam will be meeting us there after we reached.
bringing us for great food since he's the DI TOU SHE there LOL.

BKK here i come again!
with love, PP.

(:

2010-08-16T21:52:00.004+08:00

realised i've be inactive in this lil space for some time.
used to be so proactive that i could blog 2 posts in a single day!
haha. perhaps as you grow older, you tend to keep all your thoughts to yourself.

people kept asking,
" why your expectations so high? "
" why you don't want accept him/him/him? "
" why you don't want get a bf? "

i mean, why should i go into a r/s for the sake of going into one?
okay, perhaps you have someone to rant to, to adore and pamper you etc etc,
so what? do we really need a bf to live on with life? i don't think so.
why bother to tire ourselves out when there comes the day of "after honeymoon" period.
problems and problems occur, like what i've seen among friends or maybe on myself when i was young.

so to me for now, i'll rather be empty(for a year already), and get the right one whom it's meant to be, rather than pursuing temporary happiness, then getting all drained and worn out from the after effect of "happiness". did i mention that i dreamt of him a few days ago? it was so real. like what happened between us even though we weren't together. honestly speaking up till now and it's already been 2 years, i'll still feel the heartache whenever anything happened that led to thinking about him.

okay, i admit that i'm afraid of karma.
hurt too many, i know its coming to me one day(or perhaps it has already fallen on me).
but who cares? live life, just for yourself.

everyday for me is just work besides off days.
met up with eileen ahtat and kehwee in bpp on my last off day,
for a lil catch up. hahaha. i love talks like these.

time seemed to fly so fast that i couldn't keep track of my life.
it's been a year since i entered this fashion retail line.
and also the time when i've to really stop procrastinating.
the good pay and the number of off days really is a chore.
okay, i gave in easily to temptations.

when i wanted to quit, colleagues kept telling me not to.
and i know i'll sure miss em, and miss the money :P lol.

yes definitely getting into a school once 2011 begins.
my business management dream.
or, if 1 day i bet and strike lottery, i'll open my dream shop right immediately.
haha.

and yeah ^^v
i'll be flying over to the land of smiles with jasmine end of this week!
like soooooooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2010-08-07T18:21:00.002+08:00

had a good night with old friends yesterday.
request to knock off earlier to visit peiqi at TTSH afternoon.
she had a car accident on fri midnight.
really hope she recovers well. no scars or anything!
):

then to ahtat's birthday bbq at 234.
eileen, kehwee + me sat there talking about the past; i love reminiscing! :D
then sang birthday song etc, we acc-ed eileen to bangkit as she needs a pee lol.
on the way back met jiayong and we stood there chatting for a while.
haha good old days. jy blurted out eileen's stuffs. so funny.

then back to bbq pit sat there and slacked again.
caught up with one another, mopeng saying about army stuffs.
anyway, we got screened.

i can't remember how many years ago was the last i got into things like this.
lame shit. wasting of our time just because the group of guys had their bikes Z-ENG illegally and illegal gathering as said. same pattern as like, 4 years ago? i wonder when will some people start to think, think for their future. (:

anyway! jiajia came late after her dance. i was so ecstatic to see her! been so long :) all of us took pics and catch up! haha.

eileen sent kehwee, mopeng and gf home while both of us headed to EAT after that cos i was MAD HUNGRY. we slacked for awhile and our eyelids turned heavy to go home. upon reaching my house, we talked about a topic which we became so enthusiastic that we stayed under my blk again and talked. hahaha! ;D

alright!
got to go for my bath now.
im running late, like for sure!

2010-08-01T23:36:00.003+08:00

JB yesterday with eileen. i think i spent all the $ on food; bought only some accessories. we had mango/honeydew ice, some yummeh bubble tea, Portuguese chicken(which we were doing operation on the chicken! inside joke :P), Swensens icecream(nuanua eh). sat there finishing our ice cream and mad playing with the photos. left custom at only 10.30pm! woo! went back home and bathe, online for awhile to head out again for slack at railway till it's like having a storm outside; the trees were swaying so badly and it all looked so scary! wanted to wait for the rain to stop but it's going to be 6 in the morning! omgawd. so we decided not to wait any longer and hop onto her car! it was so shiok to sleep man :D

i dreamt of my ex-best friend on friday night. so freaky! the scenario was approximately what happened 2 years go! :S

because you only live once.

2010-07-28T15:21:00.005+08:00

maintaining friends is something which should almost be taught as a course at some point. friendship is a truly special thing and something which can be stronger than steel and at the same time as fragile as an egg shell. friendship takes work, is give and take, and if done well, will last a life time.

friends, really good friends, are one of life's luxuries. a true friend will over look your faults and weaknesses, will help pick you up, and will share in your victories. 1 might say that this almost sounds like the description of a family member. in fact, a really good and true friend is like a family member. however, there is one point in particular which separates family from friends.

except in the very rare situation, friends are not so likely to endure sharp comments, criticism, or any of the other sides of someone which a family will. family members don't always like each other, especially when things are said which cause disagreement. however underneath it all is the love of the family. this underlying love does not typically exist with the exception of the truly loyal and deep friendship. friendship is based on like and not live. it's unlike family, do not have the love to fall back on that family does and as in the case of cross words or strong emotions.

a friendship can end on a criticism, retort, or angry word. even seemingly harmless comments or actions can cause a friendship to go awry. it is with this understanding what makes friendships work and work well. knowing that friendship has its own set of rules, just as family does, will help prevent misunderstandings. it is often sad to watch friends go there separate ways especially when it is easy to see, as a third party, that a breach has occurred. a breach can take the form of money owed, an off handed comment, or other action which one person feels crosses the boundary. many people do not understand the fragile nature of friendships and that there is noting on which to fall back unless it has existed for quite some time and many situations have been face.

the worst thing in life is to lose a friend, a friend that means the world to you, a friend that you put all your trust and faith in, a friend that you believed in from the start, a friend that took the center of your heart, a friend that you'd die for, a friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime ... a friend, a good friend, a best friend.

my life is only my own, the choices i've made; the people i've chosen to love, the friends i've chosen to keep, the ones i've learnt, or are still trying, to let go of, every choice that has made an impact, a change in direction towards the life i am leading, they are all my own. people tend to think i am capable of taking care of myself. independent, and it's true; i am. it's about time i do just that. people who knows me knows i put friends as my top priority, and if one whom i loved doesn't reciprocate the same way, i'll repel like what a magnet does.

i do appreciate all you've been for me, i do, and i never said i was better .i don't understand why you seem to think i don't, i am trying my best here, there is only so far i can be pushed before i give up entirely.

gone is the old & the past, welcome the present & the new.
(:

i like talking to good old friends, they break the barrier between time and distance and all of a sudden i'm being transported into an entirely new world, one where the past and present intertwine. i want to talk hours and hours non-stop with people whom i remember so well, as if their faces are carved into the walls of my heart. so much has changed, yet a lot still hasn't. this week has been putting people from my past back into my life, and i am nothing short of grateful for that. we laughed at our crazy acts in the past, shook our heads on the stupid things we did; yet smiling (:

heading down to JB again this sat with eileen ! shopping and eating ! waiting for her to get done with her ear LOL at the hospital now and drive me over to IMM cos she wanna go GIANT shopping =.=" lazy to go out as i feel like nuaing at home the entire day PLAIN LYING ON MY BED OR CATCHING SOME DRAMA ON THE NET(bryan kept asking me to go out and meet =.=" ). got persuaded to step out of house instead, but of course my sole aim over there is Daiso ! :D

and then end of next month BKK WITH JASMINE! I CAN'T WAIT :D !!!!!!! she just celebrated her bday yesterday night drinking, wanted to go but couldn't cos i had work. previously was chalet which i attended. though i was very tired as i cabbed over there from work that night, i enjoyed myself with her friends as well. really nize people. (:

and da yi ma's here recently, that explains the foul mood and stuffs. i should really change my hot temper at times lol. actually it's the straightforward stuff + v rash + gan qing you shi. i do improve alot, okay so much! ask the people who knows me right in my early teens, you will know how demanding i was; every single thing has to go MY WAY. ah tat doesn't call me "princess" for so many years, for no reason. so i've changed alot i think, lol but room for improvement HAHA.

alright i should get changed !
been a long time i last posted a long one hehe (:

(:

2010-06-29T00:56:00.003+08:00

realised i have yet to touch this lil space of mine, ever.
so held up with work? NOT.
just clean forgotten about it. haha,

it's funny how when you were young, time passes slowly and all you think about was to grow up.
and now that you're growing up, or maybe grown up, you wish you could get a time machine and go back to the past. time whizzed by like crazy, so many things to do, so little time. so maybe if the number of hours a day increased with your age, how would that be? you grow old slower, or maybe your working hours might increased as well?

been ranting that i need a getaway fr SG in JULY, AUG and SEPT!
i hope so.

on a side note,
ive been busy, very.

2010-06-04T16:38:00.007+08:00

at NANA with wendy and bell!

my throat is feeling so miserable.
guess that's the cost of eating too many famous amos cookies.
but chocolate chips and pecans is mad addictive!!

had a fever few days back and went home straight after the doc.
my colleagues are so damn sweet aww. :D
1.5L of water and plenty of sweets cos i was afraid to take e medicine.
showered me with love and concern + nagging! hahahaha!

Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time with my lovely NRB girls, (Gemma Arterton is so CHIO).
met up with the girls during 1 of my off days for DINNER at JP.
had hell loads of fun camwhoring etc!

Sex and the City2 with adel + jasmine, (mad love with the clothes Sarah Jessica Parker wore).

Robin Hood with evan + bf.. (Russell Crowe so HANDSOME LOL)

okay, it's either i don't watch any movie for a period of time,
OR i kept watching all at a go LOL.

i've loads of pictures to update!

XOXO.
PUR~

:)

2010-05-18T02:13:00.003+08:00

went for WSQ styling course organised by our company last morning. late for 45mins! waited for a cab like, 30mins while i was on the phone trying to get onto the on call system. everywhere was engaged damn it. and when it finally got through, it asked me to wait while they find a cab for me. THEN, a cab just happened to drop by LOL so i just hung up. was lucky that i wasn't scolded. haha :) there were only 10 of us; with brands representatives like RAOUL, CELINE, BANANA REPUBLIC etc. getting the cert tomorrow, approved by the government which will serve as a use in the future :)

learnt so much from the course, will be able to use that on myself as well as on customers. different face shapes, body shapes, colour tones, fabric etc. group discussion and role play. so interesting! had 2 tests before we were released. when we were about to go, felicia(the lecturer) asked me if i had any retail experience before and i said no, she told me the answers i gave in the papers and role play were all very good :D

luckily lester was there too, or ill be all alone down there and act zi bi, like only :X
but he kept copying my answers lah lol!

finished at 6pm and over to clementi to meet my darlings (:
adel, evan, qiqi, ivy, genhao and joseph. 7 of us went for dinner together.
miss em like crazy! then to kbox for some singing and back home before 12am.

2nd day of the styling course later!
i hope i can find a cab easily.
and... NOT NUA IN BED ANYMORE.

so me.

2010-05-15T03:13:00.005+08:00

"i don't think you're the one. we dont have the same frequency & we have a different mindset. so i say, you're not my cup of tea."

i told someone yesterday, right in the face.
he teared and said he was heartbroken.
okay sorry for being blunt, i mean really am sorry.
but that's just so me. i don't like to beat around the bush.

caught the movie " BACKUP PLAN " with mopeng and gf + ahtat in the evening just now. jennifer lopez is seriously so damn HOT. i'll kill to have her body i swear!
i think that the character "ZOE" fits me. lol. struck me on that while i was watching!

and before the movie, had steamboat buffet at Hotpot Culture. was STUFFED with food. normal steamboat like vege fishballs etc. yet the cooked food was nize yeah. basically we just need to order and they came sizzling hot. sambal kangkong, sambal sotong, prawn paste chicken, sweet and sour fish, all THUMBS UP! and the leading character, CHOCOLATE FONDUE!! with unlimited strawberries, honey dews, bananas aww! how could i ever resist? :D we just kept digging in lahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. haha.

then wanling joined us after the buffet. after movie walked over to suntec to find a gift but to no avail. my ever 1st time walking from suntec to bugis =.=" and it was really very near. haha. anyway, we went to iluma and spent our time there in the last level arcade. it's been freaking long i last stepped into 1. till 11pm, walked to wanling's house and her dog is CUTE :D back home with ahtat and we almost died of heat in the bus :(

had a great time with em tonight. shall meet up soon again yeah.
though i'm really lazy to go out on off days. haha!

wasted 30mins cutting this leopard skin stuff for my itouch. it's so difficult to cut it out with a pair of lousy scissors + a furry texture(fur stuck onto the blade) and making round corners. finally its done. MAD CHIO and im happy (:

okay, why am i not sleeping at this hour?
soon i guess.

I MISS TAIWAN!!

2010-05-05T16:11:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO GO TAIWAN AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS TIME WITH YILEEN, WENDY AND BELL,
BUT I CAN'T TAKE LEAVE FOR THIS MONTH COS ITS SALES PERIOD ALR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alright. pouts*

managed to dig out the taiwan pics 2 years ago.
lol, like time passes by so fast?! it seems like yesterday!
forgot to blog em out actually, so i'll just roughly show you guys some pics.
we look so damn different right now!! LOL!!!

DAY 1 AND 2 :

we had popeyes in the morning before our flight.

went to have a walk around and get some candies.

took SQ.

our food onboard.

reached taoyuan airport around evening and reached taipei around 8+ cos there was a massive traffic jam due to the rain. since its late alr we could only shop within XIMENDING. i remember we bought some beauty stuffs from a shop like the etude house kind we had in sg

hotel.

bian li shang dian for drinks.

their xiaochi. very nize !!

okay we went to take neoprints.
their neoprint shop is an entire pink building with, i think 3-4 storeys.

went to OPPS!J, Jolin's nail shop as well.
regretted cos the designs done weren't worth the money.
we spent like 120+SGD for just classic manicure + abit of crystals.
i can also do that myself back at home. lol.

and we bought some polishes which i had not used up till now! LOL

mine.

hers.

went to 5fenpu.
the famous RU ROU FAN.
i wanna eat again !!

cabbed to this night market at night.

cute candies and mallows.

for friends. they are actually chocs.

my loots!

supper at night.

\
mask before bed.
lol my sec sch class tee!

DAY 3:

hellokitty cafe.

we had a bit of difficulty finding cos due to research its supposed to be near the mrt station. so in the mrt underground they have v nize shoes on sale and i bought like 3 pairs at a go! so damn heavy! then we head out of the mrt station to ask for directions and i remember it was drizzling and we had to buy an umbrella from the roadside stall.

table mat.

our drinks.

hers.

mine.

desserts.

wallpaper.

inside the ladies

the bin.

hand soap.

mirror.

MOST IMPORTANTLY, THE HELLOKITTY CAKES!!
I'M NOT A FAN OF H.K, BUT THEY ARE JUST SO IRRESISTABLE.
AND WE DIDN'T BUY 1 OF EM AS WE ARE TOO FULL AND CARRYING LOADS OF SHOPPING BAGS! );

walk aimlessly and went to this Breeze Center.

this place sells v unique stuffs.

loots. mine i think.

we went to SHI DA Night Market.
was raining so alot of shops were closed.
bad luck!

this is VERY NIZE i swear.

back to XMD.

bought food for supper.

YUMMY!

BLING CAPS I BOUGHT.

i'm legal, like finally ! :D

2010-04-27T15:08:00.013+08:00

♥ a big THANK YOU to all who wished me in person, through SMS, MSN, FACEBOOK(66 people! go and buy 4D!!), TWITTER and even on their blogs. really really appreciated it so much (: i feel very blessed and it was really nize and heart-warming when you realise some friends whom you have not seen nor contact for such a long time actually remembered your birthday! :D and i want to thank you sweethearts who pampered me with the cakes, surprises, cards, DIY file with my PROFILE!!(eg written, hobby: sleeping like no tomorrow =.=" ), presents like my all-along-wanted-to-buy APPLE IPOD TOUCH and etc, and red packets i received. i swear i was very touched, indeed. i cannot thank you people enough. those who made an effort in everything; from designing the cake, to choosing presents to printing photos, to coming all the way down from west to east just for a few hours and going back all the way despite having work/school the next morning, to writing songs and compiling into a CD for me, all deeply appreciated. these lovely gestures of ya'all, they definitely made me feel like i'm the luckiest girl in the world (: ♥

such a pleasant week.
there're lovely people who really really dote on me.
i know who you guys are, and i'm really bad at mushy words.
thanks to all of you, the people who celebrated this huge day of mine with me.
(okay okay enough, its just 21),

but what i know is, 21 年 - 没有白活.

and OFFICIALLY.

i'm starting to realize peoples' fear in aging, cos i'm feeling exactly it. its not just physically, but mentally. time just seem to pass so fast before we could really take a break, sit down and recollect the things that we have done for the past one year. we're living in sucha fast-paced city, with all the new things coming out each and every single day, and we are just too busy absorbing them in order to keep up with the society. many times we overlook ourselves, what we really want and who we really are. i myself feeling sometimes like a prey to the world. it's just the nature cause of life. hopefully, i'll have that kind of courage to step forward, against all odds, and make the world my own.

hopefully.

but one thing i know for sure is that at least i have all my loved ones around, for that's what matters most, right? without them, its meaningless in life, no matter how successful or rich you are, you are just an empty soul. so being another year older, i just want to learn to appreciate them even more, my family, my NRB girls, and friends. i wanna give my best to them whenever i can while i'm still around, because life is so unpredictable. and let's just hope i will be able to finally settle down for that right guy and get married in ahem... 3 years time? hahaha.

last but not least, thank you mummy and daddy for the angbao and present. i love them. in our family we don't express love from word of mouth, but deep inside my heart, they're the greatest parents whom i often took for granted.

XOXO.
Pur ♥

(update on the celebration soon ! ;D )

and life is getting back to usual, work.
after a long vacation, its time for me to get back to the real world,
continue to work to splurge money and of course, SAVE UP FOR MY DREAM.
i love my job, honestly speaking. i think it's the people you work with.
:D

life is about being happy with the simplest things.

2010-04-24T15:46:00.001+08:00

i just don't want to be happy only after an expensive meal treated by others, a whole day shopping down town or a once in a year just-for-you birthday party etc. the short term kinda instant happiness.

i want to be happy even waking up in the morning not having slept for more than 4 hours and still looking forward to the day with piles of work coming ahead.

its like. i want to feel it when i breathe.

the older you get, the more stuffs you worry about.

2010-04-23T04:29:00.005+08:00

ahtat and chuankim meeting me later.
it's been ages i last met em omgawd.
ahtat's giving me a treat as my bday present.
haha. though he's POK now.

then, meeting peiwei later on at night for movie.
alright, he complained that we have not seen each other for years !!
tml onwards till 28th, 1 week of birthday celebration w. different people. and on the 28th itself, going to JB with rita for shopping and singing ! :D

3 more days to my legal 21. excited much?
not really, i guess.

anticipated the room actually, Aranda Country Club. has a living room, 2 bedrooms with attached bathtubs each, balcony and pantry. stayed there once, when we were in sec 3 i think. like cool only. unlike the usual boring and old chalet rooms.

NATAS fair coming on 1st and 2nd May.
gfs, let's go book some tickets and hotels ! (:

okays. eyelids kissing.
night people.

she needs happy pills.

2010-04-14T22:23:00.004+08:00

mr dentist, i'll be knocking on your door next tues.
i promise.

i need a getaway from this city, badly.
anywhere! anyone?

GOD, please bless victor for a smooth recovery.
get well soon ah liao ! i miss you (:

It never stays away for long.

2010-04-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

There will be days like this. When nothing is really wrong but you still feel like it is. Like you let someone down. Like you screwed up but there is no evidence to show that you did. You’re exhausted but you have to keep moving. You feel horrible but you can’t explain why. You have to pick your head up and just go. It’s never a pleasant feeling.

if it's meant to be, it will be.

2010-04-01T03:02:00.011+08:00

last night, i tried to..
somehow or rather, i felt there's something that isn't there anymore.
well, if that's the choice, good for you.

all those walls i built up outside my safety zone,
should have made you worn out and tired.
here are too many 'why's in my my mind recently.
too many insecurities , too many unsolved questions.

but then again,
how could a love be so weak, if it's love.

who needs a man?
not for me, i guess so.

my 2 guys during work totally made my day,
though i was feeling kind of lost today,
they managed to make me laugh so much.
but but, they always love to pinch my cheeks =.="
wa RAO eh.

then you know,
they all headed to the casino straight after work today.
and i can't tag along because i'm still not legal. BOO. ):

okay, it's 3.45am now. guess what?
i've just finished ordering my 10 OPI polishes from 2 different sprees :D
and i've a meeting over at RAOUL Raffles City later at 8.45 in the morning !
regarding mystery shoppers' prize presentation.
aww. too bad, we didn't win anything.

concentrate on working ! :)
Hello april.

2010-03-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

on call a cab down to ghim moh one of the famous clinic in forums for some consultation yesterday in the evening. glad that i reached on time before the closing hour. there were so many people and i had to wait like, 45mins ? WTH. better make sure it's all worthwhile. :)

after which, hailed a cab over to evan's place and then the dogs became insane lol. we started playing WII together. haha. what WARIO sia. LAME !!! :X but funny. hehe. cooking mama. over to JP at night to buy dinner cos the new maid's cooking is not appealing lol. bought some nail art stuffs and SASA's lower falsies as well.

changed into our sexaye robes. satin is the sex. played guessing games using the itouch and i was like DUH =.=" LOL !!!!!! movie was so nice that i felt lazy to do anything else, we managed to go to bed at 5-6am as i had work on.

then cabbed to work in the morning ! there was a bike accident, and all i saw was the corpse covered up already. RIP man. aye seriously, i rely on cabs too much. but people wanna drive me to work, i die die don't want. why? i don't want to grow used to it and became dependent of em. it's not good. i don't like to ma fan people also. haha.

benny treated dunkin donuts today :) berry is love.
spent my entire break hour going for retail therapy.

got like new matching pair of lingerie at La Senza(again), bought my new pair of GUESS premium power skinny black jeans priced at $219 as well. Forever 21 for some accessories loots like a high waist belt + some necklaces, and then finally BEBE. paid for a chio pair of ~~slippers~~ sandals over there at 80 bucks . M is too big ): i can only collect the pair tomorrow as they are helping me to transfer from Vivo. last pair available for S already and it's sold out islandwide ! i'm so freaking lucky! :D

meeting early in the morning tml. mask therapy right now ! my dark eye circles are getting from bad to worst ): anyone has anything to recommend to treat em?

by the way, MAC's eye primer works wonder for concealing !
(:

i believe it takes 2 hands to clap.

2010-03-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

Cheating is usually a symptom of an unhealthy relationship. It destroys friendships, breaks trust, and causes guilt, anger, hurt and many other negative emotions. Cheating in relationships is not going to last. People know all these facts, but still go on cheating others.

A known fact is that most persons who experience infidelity in their relationships are likely to experience in future also, even when they move on to other relationships. This is pretty incredible, but true.
Some people think that getting badly burnt once would be sufficient. However, this is not quite the way it occurs for many people.

There are several reasons why cheating, adultery, infidelity and extra marital affairs often occur in many relationships. People are complicated and appearances can be deceptive. Cheating in relationships depends upon several factors. One important factor is the choice of a partner or spouse. If the choice is not in line with what they require or wish, or with what their partner can give them, there is a chance of cheating.

Cheating also occurs when people fail to give their relationships priority by putting time and energy into them. Another major reason is the failure to understand the issues that led to infidelity in the first place. Many people do not want to analyze the role they played in the failure of a relationship. In most cases, they blame others for things that went wrong rather than look inward for complete understanding.

Cheating often occurs in many marital relationships. Communication is here the most problematic issue. For a myriad of reasons, partners get little time to talk about feelings with each other, particularly negative feelings. In some relationships, partners are not allowed to share unhappiness. Misunderstandings also make people feel that their spouse does not want to hear their problems. So they do not talk about difficulties. The lack of a sense of empowerment, issues of self esteem and unequal partnership are also significant problems in any relationship.

I don't encourage infidelity at all.
It's sad to see it happening all around the world.

(:

2010-03-25T03:17:00.009+08:00

hello wello.
my new blogskin.
a fresh start.

work is still very enjoyable.
my bimbos and himbos i love em so much.
rita asked me if i wanna go overseas with her !
love working with mag. she is like my elder sister. hehe.
hah. i'm sure i'll miss all of em when i leave one day.
i mean, there will be a day when one has to part yea (:

i feel very irritated by my lappy. it begins with the drilling, spinning, horrendous sound whatever you called it, recently and sometimes i think i might as well throw it all the way down my block ! it's not even a 1 year old baby, and spent like 2K + extended warranty $ for it =.= my 20th birthday present from dad, and its like to-be-gone-soon.

had brunch during work at sushi tei with my 38 yahshi last week. had my all-time-favourite ramen with chawanmushi. IT'S BEEN FREAKING AGES I LAST SEEN HER LOR. suddenly asked me whether i'm free haha. simple and short lunch catchup. shall see you very soon again, miss you lah :D

two days ago, town for a lil short while with evan.
bought something from La Senza using my staff purchase :X
then with adel, joseph, genhao and jeremy for dinner.

bought like 25$ worth of candies from Sticky in CENTRAL.
over to hooters for CHICKEN WINGS a.k.a my brunch + dinner :D

anyway !

was supposed to go for manicure + butter factory today with the girlfriend but i overslept- yet again i know. my teeth was killing the hell out of me the whole night- insomnia. she bombed me up till i managed to pick up the phone at 4pm. told her i wanted to stay at home but later on both of us felt so bored at home that we decided to go for a few hours of shopping at fep. 2 pairs of heels at a go, pretty but impulsive. abstract art leggings and some accessories here and there, new bling-ed hp strap is love, ohya and a light denim jacket. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT :)

walked all the way from fep to cine. we were like whining and complaining because our loots are so heavy ! i almost bought Jergens ultra healing that big bottle of moisturing lotion okay. luckily i made a smart choice to ask mommy to buy for me instead :X should have taken a bus/cab over ): finally done with my screen protector(screen has a small scar already boo) at cine. jeremy came and picked us up to a famous bahkuteh place, so difficult to chew food ):

not working later too ! going town for manicure(with gel extensions :D) with the girlfriend again and combing branded shops in search of my new bag-to-be ~ gonna pamper myself for my birthday month. and so i HAVE TO wake up early if i want more time to shop.

urh huh.
might be having a pajamas party this sat with gfs !
mad love ! :D

happy forever 21 birthday ! :X

2010-03-15T23:37:00.005+08:00

so yes, happy blessed ~~22nd~~ okay forever 21 birthday dearest girlfriend !
much lovee ! :D

i booked a private vip function room earlier on at essential brew for adel's 22nd birthday celebration. total for around 20 people. we had a 4 course-meal for each person, had our filling and over to jurong safra for singing. the vip room as well, with pool table etc. alcohol, 2 cakes in total(bakerzin strawberry shortcake is an all-time fav :D) and swensens ice-cream cake earlier on at essential brew. celebrated adeline's birthday as well. two ADES' birthdays.

got this from the website. was supposed to be like this.
but we joined tables.

genhao cabbed to my place and fetched me and over to fetch adeline and elissa as well.
headed down to holland v.

birthday girl spoiler. cut a bite before i actually took the photo.

okay, and there was this inside joke in the ladies before we went in for singing.
sheeshhh. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT IS .........?

2nd cake.

haha. well well. sang till closing.
had a great time.

pics all taken from my BB.
adel please tag me the pics once they're ready ! (:

just returned home after meeting up the gfs again for prata at BT just now.
again i fell asleep and both of em came up my house and wake me up !
LOL!!! adel treated us to prata :)

recent pictures.
day when we went out hunting for birthday presents.
this chaboh, very troublesome. everything don't need. =.=

me, evan, genhao and guoxiong. elissa joined us after her work.
in the end, me and evan started doing our own shopping instead :X
shu umera cleanser. 155bucks for it and i tend to regret buying now.
not much of a difference as compared to cheaper cleanser.

and there was like a scenario whereby there's this leopard scarf,
and saw the matching shades as well, grabbed and paid immediately.
like impulsive only ! LOL. within like, 3mins?

leather jacket bought the other day.

we bought ferragamo perfume each, damn worth the price !
and i got cheated from a store. that lady sure knows how to do business.
two boxes of lousy upper and bottom eyelashes; cost me 50bucks.
not even worth less than half the price ):

but that super comfy soft jumper we bought for ourselves is much lovee huh ! ;)

cabbed to holland v to take a look at the event venue.
had swensens after that. cabbed to clementi and parted ways with genhao and elissa.
went for singing and her friend joined us later on.

supper at geylang with the working bitches :)
kelly is so greedy, look at her hand, can't wait to dig in :X

珍惜眼前人 is so right.
sigh.

2010-03-14T04:07:00.003+08:00

i AM NOT A PUSHOVER. i can be pretty alright & very nice if you don't step onto my tail. but if you do, i won't hesitate to show that i'm damn unhappy & i don't even care whether it's in front of a crowd.

had a though short yet pleasant talk on the phone last night with a good brother of mine, who has just been released out of the lock up. haven't been catching up on loads of stuffs with each other and he actually called me for a chat. let's hope that his temper has changed for the better. less stubbornness and higher tolerance level for people getting in his way.

i've always been harsh on him, in terms of speech; teaching him the right things he ought to do and telling him off when he went the wrong way(like beating up someone) though we're of the same age. i guess through the 2 years he's been in there, he's grown matured in his way of thinking etc. that's good for him i suppose. a proper job, a proper life. i'm happy for him. (: shall meet him up once i'm free, as he's requested several times.

met kelly for coloring. treatment as well and the hair was really very good. though the colour don't really come out pretty much on top of the black hair. settled down in fep and after our hair session, i brought her to the hainanese chic rice for brunch. shopping thereafter. i get carried away when i shop. especially when it comes to something that i really really like and i cant decide on which, i'll tend to buy all ! so yes i did. all colours of a top. and i bought the LIESE smooth hair cocktail too. awesome. then off to suntec convention for body shop fair. grabbed loads of Shea butter stuffs and they were really good. paid like half the price lesser yay though i spent a bomb ! parted ways as i need to go back to cine and meet up with the usual people for movie(advanced bday celebration). then joseph drove us home and went the entire wrong way hah.

adel's bday celebration tomorrow.
can't wait ! :D

my bimbo is so happy that her bf returned back to SG.
hahaha. and i've to be her "shield" , she knows i know, only both of us know.
(:

There are so many things to remind.
Of a love that I can't just leave behind me.
i heard his favorite song just now in the car.
he sang it to me before, and said that the lyrics are for me.
yes, it's been almost a year we've last seen each other.

the act of a loser bastard.

2010-03-12T23:52:00.003+08:00

my EX, posted something on my wall, and deleted it immediately.

well, he's still living in his own world, or perhaps as what min says.
if you're a man, you have balls and you wouldn't be posting childish stuffs like that.
more than half a year we lost contacts, i seriously have no idea why he does that.

you don't know what is 好聚好散.
LOSER _|_

2010-03-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

spent the night at my bimbo mag's place yesterday.
we daobao NAI YOU JI DING FAN to share, and titbits + drinks up as well !
watched taiwanese drama till 3am and crashed on her 2 beds.
kept talking to each other till we both fell asleep.
woke up very early in the morning and then to taka for stock take.
not a single cab in sight but luckily we reached on the dot :)

will be going over her place again soon during our own store stock take !
it only takes her 15mins to reach workplace from her house, 5mins if by cab.
DAMN IT. like so good only.

am going to dye hair with kelly tomorrow !
arlyn will be tagging along as well cos kelly will be moving in to share rental place with her.
wooo. exciting much. what colour should i dye then?

dreams are my reality.

2010-03-03T05:07:00.006+08:00

Miu Miu Coffer $2630 ?
OR
Chanel GST $3650 ?

yeap.
one of these will be one of my targets i'll be working hard for.
not anyone, BUT ME MYSELF am gonna buy.
it's the sense of great achievement, isn't it?
work hard for something, pay for something, cherish that something.

(:

anyway, the guy replied me on email regarding the yacht charter.
12pax on board including captain.

TELL ME HOW AM I GG TO DO THAT?

loved ones whom i will fail to invite in the end, will KILL ME seriously.
out of this and that, eliminating a few not-so-close ones etc, still packed =.=

was invited to go down and have a look at the yacht.
exciting thing is, if i were to book the evening timeslots.
we might be able to be driven to view the laser/water/fireworks display off Sentosa !

meanwhile sending more quotation emails out while googling.

OR,
if anyone knows of anyone who owns a yacht / lobangs of rental,
LET ME KNOW YA.

sigh, or i might as well just get the USUAL BORING CHALET GETAWAY DONE.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

let's just hope that a pink genie might just land on my roof on my birthday and deliver some of those gifts to me. as someone once said, wish for what you want and you just might get it. HEHEHE.

anyway ~
was out shopping with my bimbo in town some days ago. we had hokkaido jap food. was great and kind of ex. went shopping at 313's forever 21, exciting stuffs ! we had loads to try on, and there was a limit to e no. of clothes, SO we just put them on all outside ! other than those which you'll have to take off your clothes to try. finally got what we wanted, after spending like a few hours okay !

this is REALLY GOOD. ettusais lip essence.

to paragon to try my luck and see whether my ettusais lip stuff has stocks or no.
then to ION for some window shopping, slacked at a coffee place and girl talks.
bought a pair of falsies as well and caught the last bus home by then. :)

and kelly's birthday !

choc mousse on my finger !

bought from bakerzin ~

we bought a surprise cake for her, had pizza for the entire day cos she ordered delivery(actual thing is me and mag ordered and she paid :X)

YESTERDAY during work.
we were allowed to go two by two for break(instead of the usual boring 1 by 1)
me and kelly went downstairs for DING TAI FUNG ! :D
the xiao long baos and the prawn pancake stuff is heavenly good.
fried rice too. and we shared em all. fulfilling though i ate lil as my teeth isn't good for these.

told her me and mag will bring her for some korean food some day! :D
love my work mates so much !

gf is busy mugging for her exams.
good luck lah ! and PP will bao you ni.
haha. meet up soon after your exams !

spent the entire day doing something meaningful.
with love.

aww my poor teeth..

2010-03-02T00:48:00.003+08:00

terrible toothache, like recently again!
cut down on candies and sweets already, like totally.
tossed and turned and wasn't able to sleep till 6 in the morning.
spell shagness please.

a sleepless night + a long day, and i'm thoroughly drained of all energy whatsoever now. i've used up the remaining last ounce of my energy dragging myself to the shower, showering myself, drying myself and now, typing this. fortunately we ended work at as early as 10pm today.

almost cried to tears during work just now.
the pain was so unbearable and i felt like a knife piercing through my brain.
rita asked me to quickly go downstairs and get the panadol extra.
and it was really good, like antidote.

wasn't able to eat much due to the teeth.
i guess it's a good way of slimming down isn't it?
mood swings badly too. no appetite or anything.
i need to see the dentist asap.

am planning on a trip together with rita wo de hao jie mei to BKK in aug !
we wanna go see BAI LONG WANG :X not to forget, a trip with my dearest BIMBO mag too !
*love those bitches so much* ~

had been googling for yacht charter packages for 21st birthday.
still considering though, not yet decided whether to book or no.
*slaps forehead*

the teeth is at it again.
i need the panadol ):

on a sidenote,
I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS SO MUCH !
MEET UP SOON ! *WITH LOVE*

babble babble babble.

2010-02-21T02:25:00.003+08:00

hello wello,

i just reached home from our late night movie again.
WOLFMAN. i'm terrific by the blasting sound effects lah !
argh. bimbo always forces me to watch such movies =.=
she booked the tix for us + sheila, just yesterday.
yada yada, without asking me whether i want anot.
she knows i have no choice but to give in :(

managed to get my leave done in april too !
many days of leave. (:

21st? excited, NOT. don't know how should i celebrate then.
was telling my bimbo that i had the urge to go on a cruise or something.
renting a yacht seems too far ahead already.
too bad we can't take off together for the moment.
short of manpower, she told me she wanna go overseas with me ! :D

benny made me laugh to tears during work today.
my emotions went on a roller coaster ride.
i think it's the cause of the lack of sleep. whatever~
and dumb customers who just wanna try alot and not buy.
had enough of his funny actions man haha!
several attempts to poke my blueblack =.="

and oh ya, happy 21st birthday my dearest serene!!
enjoy your korea bday trip tomorrow with jiesheng ! :)

her dear boyf sponsored her the 7days trip ya know ! and they've been together for like, 4years going 5. i seriously had no idea how they can maintain their r/s, i guess that takes quite alot of compromises and stuffs like that. good for her, haha she told me i must be 1 of her bridesmaid in time to come when she gets married. cool or what ! :D i know you're seeing this, shall meet you up and get your belated celebration done ! you know pur loves you, my lil miss sunshine. :)

alright, i guess my hair is drying soon.
i need to hop onto bed and get some sleep, like RIGHT NOW.
i love my cosy bed, hee ;)

life is getting so much better, am beginning to love 2010.

2010-02-19T17:16:00.004+08:00

korean food that day with my bimbo.
we ate so much that day ! bloated with love.

this comes from a big bowl of bibimbap okay.
i forced her to finish the rest while i took a small portion :X

Tteokbokki.

and yesterday.
supper after work at geylang for frog leg porridge with mag and kelly.
lovelove, :D

supper at LPS:

food food and more food !
wooow. fats fats fats !

bimbo pinched me and i've got an additional blueblack on my arm.
like, ugly only ! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
will be catching midnight movie with bimbo M and sheila tml !

on cny which was also valentines',
met with my gfs and guys for late night movie; Percy Jackson.
he's so hot! hot and totally hot.

then went to Joan's place for mahjong.
mac breakfast and marcus drove me home after that.

am going out later for dinner.
:)

happy val day and cny to all of ya sweeties (:

2010-02-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

Things I hate about cny.

Gaining pounds after all those bahkwa, chocs and candies.
Boring adults interactive sessions. - hokkien somemore.
Repeated cny hongkong movies. Bored to tears and dozed off.
It falls on valentines' this year.

What I love about cny.

Chocs and more bahkwas(love-hate rs).
Money money rolling in, especially from rich big aunt.
No need to work!! Yeah ^^v

Might be going out to celebrate after all the visiting I guess.
On the way in dad's car to his godmum's and ill sure be sian again cos there's nobody there whom I can click with. Hey they are all 30+ 40+ adults or lil kids you know!

Whole loads of people there!
Save me!! ):

i saw him on the streets today.

2010-02-13T02:44:00.004+08:00

well, a side-note.
i enjoyed my night with my bimbo !
so hard to get off days together cos' we are in different working teams.

she bombed my phone, apparently from 2-6pm till i wake up !
LOL i accidentally put my phone to silent and rushed off to prepare when i woke up.
she goes.. nagnagnag* haha. we had nize and ex korean food and movie : val day.
she's my valentine ! :)

my ettusais lip essence is out of stock ):
boo.

did i mention that out of a impulsive note, i bought a 42bucks small bottle aqua gel? can't stop ranting because earning money is hard enough. well. forget it. met gf adel(plus her bf) for movie. initial plan was she asked me to go over to JP cos there's a v accurate fortune teller. so i MEI YOU YUAN with him cos when i went over(quite late alr) he's closing =.= well, who's willing to acc me to his office then? :X evan came and join us for a, 15mins? haha thanks for the etude house eyeliner ! (L) (L)

gonna get some SK2 products soon. spells big massive drop in the bank account.
ohya, and that lancome genefique 50ml which costs $200 over+ ! =.=
secret getaway coming up !

are there certain people in our lives whom we're never meant to get over?

seeing him was like hearing an old song playing on the radio -
it brings back so many old feelings and memories that i can't tune out.
somehow, and very painfully, my life still has to continue, with or without you.
you were the only one to make me feel alive.

i miss you.

(:

2010-02-04T02:53:00.003+08:00

it's 2.52am now and i'm still wide awake. how am i going to meet my darling mag for breakfast later? that girl asked me to meet at 7am, our meeting starts at 7.45am by the way. the product knowledge etc meeting lah. haiyo it's my off day duh. anyway, i had my off day yesterday, annual leave today, and off day again for consecutive 3 days. shiok or no? haha but i'm afraid i'll be lazy to work when i go back.

so i regained my lost sleep during my off day.
sleeping at 3am and waking up like, evening?
haha.

went LPS with mag and kelly after work on mon. chic wings, carrot cake, orh jian, sugarcane juice etc. was so full. kelly ran off after finishing to catch the last train while we slowing finish our drinks and cabbed home :X

kelly!

i love my JANUARY, what about you?

2010-01-31T04:55:00.000+08:00

previous night was at shenton way's party world. before that was a minor shopping trip in somerset313. got a white top from forever21, wanted to get the bangles but i couldn't find those of which i like previously ): then was supposed to have some korean food as planned but forsake that away all for shopping as we had insufficient time. too bad sg is such a boring shopping place where shops close that early!

cine for dinner. evan intro-ed me Frolick which was not bad after all. i don't really fancy yogurt stuffs but that was good, with the marshmallow (:

we also had some fun with the "geek specs" we bought, no lenses and with bling-ed frames.
had no idea which colour to get so i bought 2. red and purple. like chio only. then she suggested neoprints and i was okay with it. frustrated with a couple down there because basically the shop had only us and them, yet they wanted to take the same machine as what we had, AFTER our turn. which means we do not have enough time for decorating lor! (if there're people taking after us) kept cursing and swearing right infront i tell ya. the photos turned out, not bad after all. haha.

then what a night. waited for ahyong to come and pick us up.
was deciding where to go and then settled for Le Bar.
in the end too crowded so changed to somewhere near, but ......
okay so changed again to party world LOL.

mac breakfast at west coast before driven home.
zzz had only like 1 and a half hour of sleep before heading to work.
and now i'm like 3/4 dead alr because i didn't head straight back home just now after work.
accompanied my dear darling mag for late night movie after our work.
bought identical earrings for both of us, and she treated me movie !

we smuggled KFC in and was enjoying my food till the gross part started.
caught the movie: LEGION. and i can't sleep now because of it.
it's like, why am i watching these kinda movies recently?
bloodey, monsters, demons, etc etc. rah!
should have watch that jap boys movie or something.

someone was so nize to come down just to drive me home.
:)

need to take leave for beloved BFFS birthdays.
aww if im unable to take, i gonna quit.
big sacrificial eh! (;

received a real fat and good salary recently for the month. woohoo! savings finally managed to hit a 5digit sum, even after all that flowing of money down e river with this and that to buy. it's a step closer to my dreams :D

so far, so good.
for 2010.

more good things to come along i suppose.
am gonna be 21 soon too.

sweet dreams people.
omg! i've like, 3 more hours to go =.=

I need a wake up call, knock some sense into me.

2010-01-26T14:44:00.002+08:00

a big happy 21st to manrong :)
8 years of friendship and still counting!

happy birthday to qiqi as well !
was unable to go over to east coast because i'm working ):

reached chevrons at around evening yesterday. Y picked me up just to drive me over. thank you. you know me too well, to answer my every doubts and uncertainties. totally made my day with your advices and everything. thank you again my dearest friend. and liao was already there and grumbling like an old man haha !

bbq savoring and cutting of cake. then mahjong til midnight and back home.

it all came to me that you do not need to have many friends who are there. you just need a few true friends that's enough; that will apply to my 21st as well! renting a yacht out is a dream to come true, but it also means cashing out a sum of money. don't know what i want either. perhaps just sucuumb to reality for the time being till i got older. i can't possibly take a lump sum out(which is meant for future business plans) for entertainment like that. sigh. no using of parents money for sure, that's my principle.

nights like this one make me swell with so much sappiness and happiness, and all things jolly merry and good. i like talking to good old friends, they break the barrier between time and distance and all of a sudden i'm being transported into an entirely new world, one where the past and present intertwine. i want to talk hours and hours non-stop with people whom i remember so well, as if their faces are carved into the walls of my heart. so much has changed, yet a lot still hasn't.

having a headache when i'm on my way back, don't know why either.
slept early; like 2am.

not sure whether i'll be heading out later.
let's see.

everyone needs a blackberry.

2010-01-19T14:06:00.002+08:00

Just gotten my BB2 two days ago. Mad happy! Paid using my hard-earned money okay.
Though dad volunteered but I rejected his kindness.Anyway, am working right now & its a lil boring over here today cos sales was bad.Furthermore, my dear bitch mag is off! Luckily I've another bitch rita yap today working with me or ill be super emo. Irritated because there is a girl transferred over and she is so illmannered. Gossipmongers are we. Lol never imagined me bonding so well with em in 3-4 months. Haha. Till we will miss each other when we are not working together. I think that's just so me. But I don't know how am I gg to contd working with her. *roll eyes* am gg to quit in a few months I guess, if nothing goes wrong.

Someone wanna drive me to work and breakfast but I'm on a v strict diet! No fats! I've had enough I just wanna be skinny skinny skinny! Alright. Enough of my ramblings, bye!

People pls go get a bb and we can bbm together!

i'm so bored.

2010-01-15T02:17:00.003+08:00

reached home, like so damn early.
can't sleep at all, like totally.
having work later, like fun only.
but i have to wake up early, like sian only.

haha.
i'm so bored now.

went out at night for dinner + movie with adel, evan, marcus and jeremy.
movie was gross, -daybreakers. on vampires and blood and everything relating to irking scenes.
enough of that. we kept covering our eyes man. *vomits*

parklane for some coffee before heading home at 1am.
am still so awake omgawd!

friends' birthday coming up after the 20th. gonna be real busy by then, and proceeding with my future plans after perhaps, may or june? gotta work out a time plan, months and days to fulfill.
or i'll just procrastinate. hate words but no actions.

When someone loves us, it teaches us love, kindness, charity, honesty, humility, forgiveness, acceptance, and all of these can counteract all the evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.

i want your love and i want your revenge you and me could write a bad romance.

2010-01-08T16:16:00.004+08:00

yanie's last day ):

my hideous girlfriend at work ! she used my hp during working hours and snapped this pic of hers; and then put it on my hp's wallpaper. =.=

presenting magdeline sim ai ling !

me and yanie.

evan's birthday.

swissotel french cuisine.

mine.

the dessert was gre8 :)

starbucks before movie got started.

dinner before club in WARAKU w. ah liao.

xmas exchange present from seb.

authentic hokkaido ramen with gfs.

supper at LPS with crazy gf mag :)

xmas.

If music be the food of love, play on.

2010-01-05T15:37:00.002+08:00

everyone should watch 下一站幸福 ! ive been chasing the episodes every week ever since the 1st epi was released in tw. i mean like, i keep tearing lah ! wth. but it was love in this. LIANG XIAO LE IS SOOOOOOOOO DAMN CUTE I SWEAR. whoever catches on this show will definitely agree with me. so far, he is the cutest kid actor i've ever seen in my whole life. and he's so damn good at acting ! i don't like kids because they are noisy, but i don't mind if i've a kid like him LOL.

work was fun. like VERY with my bitches.
rita kept singing songs to me; like DUH OLD SONGS!
me and mag kept fooling around. no government LOL.

just woke up, and im so tired, still.
friday is my off day again, should i hit down to club?

just ranting.

2010-01-03T02:09:00.007+08:00

first thing.
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY PRI SCH GF, YVONNE (:
we shall all meet up soon again !

im loving every part of 2010, perhaps for now. i have more time in my hands and i will be able to accomplish more so that's a good start i reckon. everybody does reflections at certain times in their lives and what a better time to do it when the year comes to a close and a new one begins. i guess there never was a fabulous year or a really downcast one. i had this conversation with a dear friend in the morning during our breakfast and we were just being melancholic but i guess it made sense how we both felt that with age comes maturity and contentment comes with grateful hearts.

there will always be something or someone better out there for us to achieve or meet but what's important is the realization that this competition will never end. its not so much as settling for second best but just knowing when to stop and appreciate the things and people around us. i dont know if ive put the point across well enough. oh wells, 2009 was a sabbatical year, one of renewal and a journey of discovery. i fell in love with travelling(though i hate the flights) and it opened my eyes to a world of poverty and pain, of apathy yet vigour, of suffering yet beauty, of riches and wealth.

heartaches and setbacks were part and parcel of the journey and they were constantly overcome with stark reminders of how small i actually am. i'm glad that i've this yearning to want to see more and to contribute in any way i can. i feel blessed to have visited a few places in the year. the most chillax places to the busiest, the richest to one of the poorest. and so an ode to maybe, an ode to another year of uncertainty, but a sure pledge to wider horizons.

sometimes one should learn to move on. if she doesn't love you anymore, please stop trying means and ways clinging onto it. it's pointless. first thing, the heart is not there anymore; secondly you'll only look dumb like that. and life is so short, but don't leave him hanging on just because you don't want to break his heart the truth is better than a sneak any day, that way he don't take it personal. get it done with and go on with your life.

we are all just growing up: changes.

its the sea of opportunities out there, and that you have to take the first step to get whatever you are looking for. i'm moving on to my next phase in life, different from the sea of familiarity, of comfort. but if i don't try something, i would be just like everyone else.

it's cases around me i've seen, which i'm even more affirmed that there are things we shouldn't put in so much for now, like in r/s. we're still young. we'll still meet more people. who knows what lies ahead of us. however, it doesn't mean i'm on the side of infidelity. we should still stay truthful and loyal if we already have a good partner with us, and not getting done with another behind.

am on the way towards my 21st.
who will i meet this year? nobody knows.

alright. im going to bed alr.
though i had a 15hour sleep just now LOL.
totally wasted my off day like that.

i wanna club asap.
真想跟朋友出国

goodbye 2009, hello 2010.

2010-01-02T06:05:00.000+08:00

okay, same old sentence for 1st Jan.
happy new year everyone (:

what about new year resolutions then?
i've too many to do/say. so i shall keep it shut here unless i can fulfill em all.
i myself knows can alr lol !

anyway, happy birthday to elissa ! :D met the girls up for dinner at orchard central.
jap food for ard 30bucks each person. anyway we didnt manage to finish lah. cabbed down to St James and headed in to Boiler as marcus reserved 2 tables there alr. he's the member so he can bring us in. then was pretty bored cos boiler is a live band club. so managed to change to powerstation and danced all night after cutting cake. shiok :) it gets addictive everytime. everybody down to the dancefloor! but there're two irritating retards who wanted to dance with me and evan but kena rejected lol ! then separated into 2 cars back home while they go songka. reached home at 5 in the morning. shagness.

new year countdown was with another clique of mine whom i hardly catch up with due to time constraints. nevertheless, was so touched that they actually missed me tad much that the hugs were like so suffocating alr lah ! they protected me from the sprays as well, THANK GOD. those bangalas i've heard of who do molesting on countdown days were refrained from getting near me :X my muscular bodyguards haha ! i hate it when im sprayed with those awful cans and i'll definitely get a mood swing by then. furthermore, i wasn't feeling good during work today as my bitches were all having OFF DAYS. im so damn bored lah and kept gg around disturbing the rest and became so tired that i EMO-ED alr.

supper at LPS with like around 12 people. they are gg over to butter, but im heading home as im dead beat from work. they don't wanna let me go ! i ran off and cabbed back. sorry guys!another day okay! :) damn difficult to hail a cab lah ! and by the way, i received so many presents from em as well haha. felt like a protected pet lol. so many thank yous to be said. PP loves you all (:

we're meeting up later for some shopping eh ! not sure whether ill wake up or not.
this is dumb. i need to go and bathe cos RK is driving me out for breakfast.

life is good, so far.

2009-12-31T01:04:00.006+08:00

retail therapy was too good. too thirsty for it since eons ago.
not like i needed it to boost my mood anyway, just need to spend that's all :D
was supposed to wake up at 2 instead of 4 LOL.
met up with gf evan. too bad adel having work on, or we'll be mad girls today.
passed her the belated xmas present i've gotten for 3 of us.
(:

omg looks like a man's face behind us ! :S

MNG fringe top, havaianas slippers, waist stud belt and 2 pairs of chio shades.
awaiting for zara's staff to give me a call when the size is back.
the sizes left are too big for me already !
fetish for sequin stuffs.

see her faux leather jacket?
we got the same piece in TW last year,
for like $120 over SGD before the leather jackets trend.
i think you can easily find it for a fraction of the price LOR.
and MAD because i GEY KIANG went to get the colour in RED.
stupid. HOW STUPID. now i havent even wear it out before !

and she's a Make Up "garung guni" LOL.
M-U-G-G.

can't imagine how much in total she spends on those shu uemura, mac etc REGULARLY.

dinner was filling at GoGoCurry in Orchard ION.
was full house and we got to wait before getting seated.

chilled at Starbucks till 11.
work tomorrow ! omgawd.

N97 , Blackberry Bold 2, Iphone, or Nokia X6?
the thing about Nokia phones is that they have a front camera !
for? CAMWHORING lah ! argh ! BB2/ Iphone cheaper than the both Ns ~ =.=
too fickleminded. dilemma. kill me please.

daddy says he'll give me something for my belated xmas present !
how great is he !? and forever that bestest daddy in e world to me ! :D
and thank you all for all the xmas presents. BIG HUGS*

birthday celebrations coming on their way.
elissa's, manrong's, jerline's. my pocket is burning !
so as to plan my work schedule, omg how am i gg to ...... ?
oh did i mentioned that we received a compliment letter from a tourist for me.
haha ! awesome much. full of praises haha ! *blushes*

new year eve is stuck on work.
can't attend ite class gathering, celebration with min's clique,
can't meetup with liao and manr, total sadness.

anyway, i'm so gonna order F21 stuffs in bulk asap ~
who wanna join me? :)

going to bathe.
good night.

(:

2009-12-28T21:03:00.004+08:00

alvin and the chipmunks 2 was awesome ! :)
we waited for adel to finish work and dined at ICHIBAN.
soft shell crab is love.

movie and i was squealing " soooooooooooooo cute ! "
after movie we met up with evan as she had a xmas gathering before that.

cabbed down to Halo Bar for some drinks and singing.
then i felt so ugly because I HAD TOTALLY NO MAKE UP ON + sweats and shorts !
thought we were just gg for movie thats all mah !
hate taking pics that day. LOL

finally saw IVY my LAOCHABOR after so long ! hahaha.
she gave me her xmas hat she made herself !
supper at bukit timah.

the guys were thoughtful enough to drive us all home safely.

next up ! ELISSA'S BIRTHDAY ! :D
GIRLS LETS PARTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY YOUR X'MAS! :D

2009-12-24T16:22:00.004+08:00

an advance merry x'mas to ya' all !
will be catching a movie later on with girlfriends :)
just woke up due to adel's bomb calls.
ARGH. disturbed my beauty sleep lol.

bff's birthday was a blast ! managed to got her fooled and surprised ! dinner at ding tai fung, singing at jurong safra, midnight movie: AVATAR. great movie ! and the duration was long huh ! the goggles made me so uncomfortable because i've to keep holding them as they kept touching my lashes ! they spent 14 years to make this movie, thumbs up !

received my pay slip in advance ytd.
hiakhiak. hefty sum enough to make me spend happily for a while :X

work is so FUN! with the exceptional case of a guy.
like IRRITATING only. "wayang wayang" around. LAZY.
initially when he just came, he kept smsing me miss you stuffs like that.
then, i got very irritated and spoke mean stuffs to him till he stopped.
hahaha.

so addicted to BAD ROMANCE.

happy life.

2009-12-07T00:32:00.002+08:00

.
had french fine dining with vic at JAAN next to EQUINOX in SWISSOTEL a week back.
omgawd, bill was around $400+ for the 2 of us. Foie Gras, Alaskan Crab, Wagyū beef, Lemon tarts, Macaroons, etc. thanks for bringing me there ! :D starbucks for some chilling, movie after that, we caught the Storm Riders or something. then home sweet home.

shall post up the photos soon :)

then he brought me to a gay club on one occasion. got to know some of his NS friends and they are quite friendly haha. enjoyed my night there, drank and dance till i'm dead beat. quite a handful of handsome dudes. DAMN IT. all seemed attached, and like with guys only. SIAN. ohya! we even bumped into 1 waiter who served us at JAAN! so coincidental man ! had supper together(that ba chor bee is really nize) and cabbed home together. cannot get addicted man, if not i'll be really dead.

GIRLS WHEN ARE WE GG ST JAMES TOGETHER HUH?!

and ohya. shopping. was supposed to hunt for birthday prezzies but well, it turned out to be my shopping day; alright as expected. managed to get our prezzies done too! dinner at HOKKAIDO RAMEN. and then dessert at GUSTTIMO ION. melon is dope.

WE HAD ICECREAM ON THE HOUSE BECAUSE MINGYI, ANDY AND KANGSHENG ARE WORKING THERE! COOL OR WHAT :D

perfect day, except that i was late because i overslept!
can't blame me alright, i'm like reaching home very late recently due to work!
elissa had work on the next day, so we cancelled our movie.
separate ways and headed to cck to meet jerwen and the rest.
played with her BB, damn fun like seriously!

so ive decided. i'll get a BLACKB, and then the ITOUCH together.
was deciding between iphone and bb previously, and no 2nd thoughts now please!

am supersonic tired now . 3rd day working later because i changed my off day with kelly as i'm having a celebration for my gf's bday this sat.

yanie's last day on the 19th before she goes to PRADA ):
think we'll be gathering for supper on another day lah,
because i can't go on the 19th- bday celebration !
gonna miss her bimbo stuffs man!

me, mag, yanie and rita will be camwhoring later on during work !
hahaha. 4 havoc and crazy bimbos ! :X i love em so much !
there'll always be so much fun working with us 4 together !

see you people around.
love (:

2009-11-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

caught a midnight movie with mag and her 2 gfs yesterday after our work. Botak Jones at youth park then. NEW MOON was great, except that while waiting for the movie to start i was dozing off, and the movie perked me up. cabbed home with em together, had a few hours of sleep and met mag to buy breakfast to work. hit both of our target already so these 3 days we need to help the rest to hit.

and the other day went for supper together after work.
am growing fatter recently, i think!

ahliao's birthday coming soon (:

BKK.

2009-11-21T19:16:00.001+08:00

this entry was in my drafts for a period of time alr.

1st day.
reached airport at around 5+am. breakfast and then checked in. first time taking budget airline, not much of a difference actually, apart from no meals provided and also no movies to watch. anyway it's just like 2hours flight and we checked in our hotel earlier than the supposedly check in time. we stayed at the 72th floor of baiyoke sky hotel, vip floor :D and our room was so spacious though the pics don't look as it was, the bathroom was so clean(bathtub or shower provided), another room for our clothes and safety deposit box, and the view is so magnificent !

unpacked our stuffs and headed down for some exploring thereafter ~ spent the whole day at Platinum mall because there were plenty of shops and it's like a maze ! then later on we figured out how do we walk to ensure that we did not miss any shop. went for brunch at a japanese restaurant. AWESOME SABA MEAL, FANTASTIC CHAWANMUSHI !! SG's so much inferior man.

2nd and 3rd day.
shopping shopping and more shopping :)

went ahead to SUANLUM N.M via tuktuk(1 form of transport). although we didn't find many things from there, managed to get a few fabulous items! happy purchases~. a pair of SUPER CHIOOOOOOOOOOOOO studded heels. and some vintagey rings omgawd. when we were about to leave the place, there's a tuktuk who wanna scam our money. told us twice the amount for going back to the hotel. i said NO and then he lowered down the price, still NO. so he gave in HAHA :X

dinner at our hotel's restaurant with v good ambience and everything.
in SG it'll cost probably around a few hundreds SGD to dine in.

we had foot massage too, that was so great !
also buffet dinner at the top floor, 50% off for in house guests.
adel's treat for "compensation" ! :X

rooftop bar for some chilling.

wanted to eat the dragonfruit given to us as welcome gifts.
but i don't know how to peel, halfway and i gave up.
so i wrote a note to the staff;

4th day.
breakfast buffet as usual. then later on, the bellboy helped us get a cab to CHATUCHAK. we tipped him because he's so nizeeeeeeeee and cute lah hahahaha! everytime when we're done with our shopping walking back to the hotel he'll be at the entrance there smiling and talking to us " you are back ! :D " ~ we felt very welcomed and pleased with the service alright.

so actually we wanted the cab driver to drive us back because he's very nice and trustful; like giving him a call when we're done with our shopping. but we finished earlier and he's somewhere nearby the airport. so we got in another cab and he wanted to overcharge us at 300baht ! of course i said NO. as we paid only 150baht from the hotel to CTC. so he agreed to 150(he looked unhappy haha!) and there was a BIG JAM man.

anyway, loads of happy loots from CTC. union jack top, necklace and vintage earstuds, lace tank, some ribbed stuffs etc ~ the next time we shall go there on the 1st day ! and the leather jackets over there are like so much cheaper and yet same item/material as like BERSHKA, ZARA etc ! if it wasn't because of overloading, i'd have bought one :(

we still had some time to shop in PLATINUM before going back to our hotel and collect our luggages. so spent the rest of the money over there, and worried about how were we going to stuff them into our luggages cos they are already sardine packed. so, we handcarried them instead.

afraid that we'll be caught in the jam(BKK's jam is horrible), we went to the airport early but it's far TOO EARLY ! had our dinner at a japanese restaurant in their airport, and ordered TOM YUM GOONG RAMEN ! SUPERB !!! :D walked around, lazed at a corner and dozed off LOL. then finally our flight back home. midnight charge from the airport back home is horrible. half a hundred is gone like that aye.

next march will be girlfriends trip again !
however, im planning on a secret trip ON MY OWN!!!!!!
how cool will that be? on a jetplane w/o people you know!
:D

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kindly help me click on my ad banner above :)

这个世界不会因为少了谁而改变.

2009-11-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

recent days i had many big fishes. haha was a good thing cos i really wanna hit my own individual target so as i can get the extra 200moolahs! and there's a brunei princess whom i served yesterday. the moment she and the kids(some teens) came into the store, it was like a havoc state. they had 2 personal escorts as well =.=" but luckily for me they bought like 1K+ added to my sales though we were closing our shop already. *big grins*

then some bought like near to 1K+ each from me. 1 guy asked me out for coffee when im free. in order to have more sales, i told him to frequent our shop more often :X the rest were like disturbing me cos the guy actually came back to our store during my break time and don't want other people to serve him. so it's like EVERYTHING which i dumped to him to try on, if i say it's nice he'll buy :D of course ! i'm not so bad lah i merely chose some which i think they look really good on him.

and then the next day i had a whale. the cambodian couple bought around 2.6K, furthermore after 15% member discount. but on the other hand i was thinking, how come there were so much difference between the poor and rich in cambodia. sigh.

yada yada. anyway !

we had an overall staff meeting again last week at our store.
after that, mag, lena and me went for brunch at a thai restaurant in town.
lovely dishes. we had thai tomyum, thai chic rice and thai fried wanton.
delicious much. aww i miss the TYG in bkk ):

went for some shopping and heart-to-heart talk with JER.
headed home for a rest in the evening.

am having more fun during work now.
anticipation to go work increases !
and also, was told my bangs look v NIZE :D

got to go meet up with my clique now for some HOT CHOCOLATE :D
bye!

it's been very long since i last club.

2009-11-07T05:34:00.003+08:00

just came back from butterfac with joy, kexin, jay, yongsheng, linlin and rene. jay came to pick me up and he drove us there to meet up with ys and lin over there (; stayed in bump and had a whale of fun. jay's chivas really "gaogao". supper at ChompChomp. so much laughter while eating. am so dead now. furthermore, i had to wake up later at 7.45am for my work. shiat. i've like only a few more hours of sleep.

*runs to bed* good night! (;

people, please be careful on the road.

2009-10-29T22:45:00.006+08:00

i found the letter he wrote few years ago, in my drawer just now.
and no more chances for me to say " sorry " to him face to face.
sigh. though its far back, but all along i knew i owed him an apology.
we've actually seen each other at my combined birthday celebration this year,
i can vividly remember the scene of him offering me a can of beer that night.

the guilt is all along kept within me, really sorry for hurting you once.
i'll always remember the times when we were on the phone speaking nonsense.
and then again, i read the papers. tinge of sadness when i see his photo down there.
the place of the accident was where i've walked through frequently during the days in JE.
never will i imagine that a year+ later that will be the dead spot of a friend.

young man with a bright future gone like that, so what beholds for the rest of us?
will anyone of us be gone tomorrow, 3 months later, or in a year ? we don't know.

life is so fragile.
rest in peace, WH.

oh sweet boy.

2009-10-25T00:03:00.003+08:00

feeling of being loved , being cherished and kept close to heart by someone especially and exceptionally. irritating me who always tries means and ways to irritate the hell out of you, flying tissue papers all around messing up your car on purpose, pulling my hand across the road, pinching my nose, tickling me till I cry for help, and our most amazing intellectual conversations. i'm so glad that i've met you, and unlike some people whom i've really regretted getting together with, you're so damn different. though i've not agreed yet, but give me some time to think alright.

mature thoughts but young at the heart, big dreams and aspirations.
and ya words following with actions.

that's what a true man should have :D

craving for tom yum goong now !

2009-10-20T01:46:00.008+08:00

returned home at 3+am on sunday.

Bangkok. shopping's crazy. traffic jams are hilariously retarded. it's like jamming 24/7 eh? because whenever we were having our breakfast or dinner at the top floors, we will see jams on the roads from above.

and. the people are awesome, sweetly hospitable.

breathtaking views from the tallest hotel in BKK, spectacular sight.
the hotel was beautiful, clean and posh. 1st class service.
the bellboy is soooooo cute and nize :)
stayed at the VIP space zone, 72nd floor.

TUKTUK rides, roadside chicken wings(fantastic!)
amazing shopping from morning till night(consecutive 4 days),
unbelieving number of "SHE-MALES", sumptuous dinner.
super cool rooftop bar at the 83rd floor and i'm so in love with the night view.
road lights look like shining stars from above, while listening to the live band.
enjoying every single moment.

aromatherapy foot massage as well. awesome awesome awesome !
they had their golf range as well, but adel don't want to play~

observation deck and sky walk at the top of the hotel.
revolving view point on 84th floor. best view of Bangkok and beyond the metropolis to the Gulf of Thailand.
the challenging open-air, 360 degrees revolving roof deck, on the 84th floor.

i bought like, around near to 40+ apparels(note that it's just apparels); long tops, oversized, stud blazers, denim jackets, military blazers, bow tanks, leather shorts, ripped tops blablabla. excluding a vintage bag and accessories. and like so many pairs of vintage earstuds and rings ! most important thing of all, my superbly satisfying purchase, BLACK HEELS WITH GOLD STUDS ALL AROUND ! LIKE CHIO ONLY :D both shops selling the same pair, but the price is twice the difference ! ohya ! and UNION JACK BLING HEART STUDS ! OHMYGAWD THAT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT MAN ! went there with a empty luggage and came back with a fully packed one + handcarry some items on hand, with not enough space to get another bag for myself ):

got mummy some snacks as well.

didn't take many photos because basically our hands were full of shopping bags or either we enjoyed too much that we've forgotten all about it !

had a whale of a time shopping our hearts out. i wouldn't say i'm shopping my life away and hiding a pile of shit inside me but i can't wait for the next trip in a few months time i hope, and the next and the next, the thought of it never fails to keep me going. i really like the people there though, they are really mild mannered.

SURPRISINGLY, WE WERE SO LUCKY THAT IT WASN'T SCORCHING HOT WHEN WE WERE THERE! IN FACT IT WAS RAINING AT NIGHT ! HAHA ! BECAUSE BASICALLY EVERYONE WHO WENT THERE HATED THE HOT WEATHER !

shall elaborate more when i post up the photos :)

had a small catch up with ah liao just now. he waited for me outside my store and hongkong cafe for peanut toast(sick of that alr!). we had so much to talk about till the servers kept looking at us because we kept talking before we actually ordered our food ! haha ! fav coffeebean after that and cabbed home.

hope that i'll be able to take leave on dec/jan/feb because he kept asking me to acc him to japan. the way he's saying about the trip, like tempting me to go lah ! very worth it because it's just only 2K+ accomodation and flight + tour. and total of 3-4K with sufficient amount to shop and eat ~

got to go, i'm dead beat.

A HAPPY GETAWAY !

2009-10-13T21:56:00.004+08:00

few more hours to flight and i'm still packing my luggage. went off early from work today and i hope i don't go " where is my passport !? where is my........ etc etc ". i will be all set and ready to fly off for the week and welcome Bangkok with open arms.

bye ! :D

i'm contemplating whether to get an itouch, or NO?

2009-10-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

i went for retail therapy browsing after i finished my stock stuffs that day. aww, had to go back during my offday to do stocks; but they will pay back our hours. anyway, i met evan and she gave me a lil dessert treat. yummilicious ! hehe. then a freaking beautiful feather headband but it's costly for a headband material like that(just a normal black one with the chio feathers), so no impulsive buys. i kept telling myself i can get the same item from BKK 3 or 4 times cheaper. temptations everywhere man.

i paid so much for a damaged denim jacket and PULL AND BEAR doesn't allow any exchanges/refunds for that. DAMN it. all because of a washing tag being cut off; which is i haven't even cut anything out of it at all and had the pricetag and everything intact still.

had my all time fav, coffeebean double white choc as well.

yesterday did our pre-count late at night in our store till 3am. then cabbed home with mas, sophia and yanie. had to wake up 3 hours later to go back and finished up again. was dead beat and my eyes were like closing any sooner. went back together with sophia and mummy cooked delicious beehoon soup for me with loads of ingredients :)

tata. i've done with my rantings.
good night people.

a good for nothing asshole.

2009-09-29T19:16:00.009+08:00

FANN and CHRISTOPHER'S wedding in Shangri—La Hotel yesterday. 1000 guests, S$300,000 BALLY BOLLYWOOD gown + suit from Ermenegildo Zegna, photo-personalised luggage tags as doorgifts, S$1.65 million Rolls-Royce Phantom + 8 Porsche Cayennes. who wouldnt be fascinated? for those criticism online, so much about the "attention seeking" stuffs, just admit that you feel jealous then. HAHA. spot on yeah? they have the capabilities to allow the entire world know about their marriage, do you? why can't people be happy and just wish them instead of cursing and waiting for a bad ending? what does that show about your integrity? really satanic people.

old man and old lady in their 70s/80s holding hands, crossing the road. it warms my heart each time i see an image as such. although i don't really believe in everlasting love, but it still exist perhaps.

OMGAWDDDDDD i'll try to minimize as lil to bring to BKK as possible so that i will have space to stuff my purchases into my Victoria Secrets luggage bag. after researching in forums and such on reviews of certain products, i've finally "checked out my cart". and my etude products are on their way shipped ! wheeeeeeeee ! i just paid like, 2 days ago ? all of them for near to 300 bucks ! AWESOME AWESOME !

highly rated by forum netizens about their sunscreen ! haha. just right in time for BKK :) FYI i don't use mascara(but i've lots of them stocked up at home =.=). because i'm a lazybum. lazy to remove. shall try using if this remover is good.

laceup boots is totally hot stuff !

# Lace-Up Ankle Boots
1,410 SGD

# Zip front mini skirt
# 701 SGD

this is the ripped leggings i've received :D
look at that green LACED UP HEELS !!

that day after work, me and yanie had to go over suntec for stock pre-count till 3am!!!!! joseph was supposed to go instead of me but he said he had diarrhea(who believes? LOL) so i had to replace him. damn it. due to F1 there's the road closure and we had to walk all the way from Ritz Carlton to SUNTEC as the bus can't get in. so we are able to walk freely on the road as it's closed to vehicles, and we even thought of MMS-ING a pic of us on the road with _|_ to our colleagues showing them how pathetic we were down there. haha. i always had so much fun laughing with that crazy girl. and supposedly we had to reach there again at 7.30am(we cabbed home together at 3.30am!!) for the stock count again but she overslept and i didn't go either.

GOOD NEWS.
I HIT MY DEPARTMENT TARGET FOR THIS MONTH AND A 300BUCKS VOUCHER TO SPEND !
WAHAHAHA :D

and i didn't know that my off day was changed to today. luckily we had a bi-monthly meeting and then i got to know that i'm off else i would have made a wasted trip. can go home and sleep haha. so went for breakfast after our meeting, with sophia and her bf. her bf gave me a breakfast treat. so paiseh man, kept wanting to pay him but they refused =.=" . they went to "PAKTOH" after that, I WENT SHOPPING for awhile ALONE OKAY HAHAHA. went to browse the new arrivals on different stores. styles and etc. ohmygawd. i think it's so shiokness-ing. that new arrival BERSHKA orange leather jacket tempted me!

what a lame excuse you gave, but sorry i don't buy that. you look so much like a total failure in my eyes now. stop living off your family. don't ya feel deeply ashamed of yourself? having to live 20 years of your life, you have no dreams, aspirations or whatsoever? the way you talk, still acting like a young kid and all you love doing is to laze around and go day by day, well GOOD LUCK to YOU then. and ya i really dislike talking to losers with a capital L.

OCTOBER, arrive sooner please!

2009-09-27T23:46:00.004+08:00

Hollywood’s French Braid Trend

oh, darn you celebrities.
endorsements, slimming diets, personal trainers.
pretty faces, hot bods.

oh, blast you celebrities.
hot boyfs, BFFs, money, fame, every single thing you want.

floral skirt + white cardigan + black vest top.
rounded off the look w. peep toe black ankle boots + neon pink details.

im going to the post office during my lunch break tomorrow,
post out some of my parcels that i've already finished packing,
and go exchange my denim top to a S size because it's too big.

dad bought tickets to F1 for the entire family. awesome NOT, i had to work. damn it. i'm gonna hint him to sponsor part of my expenses for BKK :X heh, i've been a great daughter all these while, didn't ask money from him anymore okay !

september had been kick ass so far,
im soooooooooooooooo looking forward to OCT!! :D
you wouldn't imagine how much im going to bring over to spend !
wooooooooooo ~ retail therapy !

just now, my customer bought a total of $1800 worth of apparels from me, mind you it's 1.8K after 10% member discount ! i kept showing her loads of items to try on and she is a nicey person actually, not those with stuckup attitude whatsoever. like total 11items at a go . i'm so glad because it reduces my target to reach per day(left 2 more days to go for the month) and i'll get 200bucks incentive if i hit it. (:

those were the best memories ever.

2009-09-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

i've too many pictures to post up :D

today's my off day but i had to wake up at like, 6.45am cos we were having a prize presentation in our store. the mystery shopper stuffs ended in june and there were some outlets who won the vouchers; top 3 best service and most improved outlet marked by the mystery shoppers. because ngee ann city won the most improved service and $400 TAKA VOUCHERS FOR EACH STAFF!!! ngee ann and paragon had a slight 1%+ difference only ! damn it. and the top 3 were given $500 vouchers ! ohmygawd. and yada, went home after that. supposed to meet gfs up for movie but had to accompany my mummy for her check up. frog leg porridge after that, superb ! :D

life's great, shopping sprees and chilling out with friends as usual. that day, i met evan and splurge some buckaroos. we got nail polishes from ETUDE HOUSE. motive was to get the mask because it's not selling in stores anywhere ! ): the mask was so moisturizing and i love it so much ! i'll be importing the stuffs from EH korea all the way here at a cheaper rate (: mag asked me to bring in the shimmering teardrop eyeshadow for her too.

was so famished that we had some fried beehoon for brunch in ION because everywhere is packed with people. beehoon which cost 8bucks LOL. bought a mphosis jumper. also a grey denim top/outerwear from Pull and Bear. these were love at first sight. and for my mummy, a box of Yubari melon steam cake in the japan store NIPPONYA. there're too many selections of good treats all the way from japan till i've no idea which to get man. mummy love the treats but i think it's so-so for me only. i shall get the strawberry mochi next time. 200$ gone within seconds of getting this and that haha.

and the next day after work, mag accompanied me into EH again because i need to use her card as there's a lil discount:

cant find this bubble peeling in the web that im ordering from :(
so i had to buy it in the store.

jiayong is like an old man.
kept nagging at me to go and sleep.
HAHA :D

it seems that i've not totally put you off my mind all these while. i'm just lying to myself and got myself involved in a piece of mess half a year back just to pretend that i've forgotten you. like what i've said before you're that only special one up till now, it's been nearly a year and we have been engaging in our own personal life that we haven't been talking for almost 9 months i think. and i saw you that day on the streets, you've become thinner. how are you? i hope you're doing fine. (:

the secret's dead and the novelty is fading so lets just move on.

2009-09-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

now then i realise i've been cheated all along.
haha. great. great for me to know it earlier enough isn't it?
mistake. wrong mistake right at the beginning. feeling so horrified.
but in another stance, i'm so fortunate that i didn't do things i'll regret later on :)

i've finally figured out why am i so bothered. i am bothered that i am not bothered. it disgusts me how i can feel so little towards you; like perhaps to the extent of despise? if we were both using each other why am i so pissed off? but good god, is it so hard to show a little bit of decency?

why has something happy, like marriage or love become stupidity? with all the recent happenings, I'm beginning to wonder why some people have difficultly grasping the concept of monogamy. yes, a relationship/marriage is always a brand new beginning of something. unfortunately, all beginnings are accompanied by endings, and it is with this knowledge that i'm able to grasp the very essence of life.

those people who commit infidelity whether is it physically or in the mind, does it proves a point that all humans are insatiable, constantly wanting more and never being contended with what's in front of them or to them, guilt is a wasted emotion hence they don't even feel guilty for committing infidelity? imagine a long lived relationship ceasing abruptly as a result of infidelity, how much hurt that is involved.

infidelity is ugly. unquestionably despicable. treachery at its worst form. with that, it makes me wonder if monogamous vows even matter at all. and this is why, i am fully aware that i have cultivated this disgusting habit of fleeing the scene before anything else has the chance to grow, to develop. things like these always wear me out so instead of trying to summon enough strength to combat it, i'd rather be the first to take flight.

and YOU. will never ever receive true love, i cursed FOREVER,
because you do not understand the real definition of LOVE.
you're a demon. your retribution has arrived, knocking on your door now.

been there, done that.

2009-09-14T23:04:00.006+08:00

on fri, i went out with evan for some shopping. pasta + mushroom soup with tinge of white wine at HLX Fusion for lunch at ILUMA.

after which some shopping in the mall and headed over to HAJI LANE. she got a blazer and i couldnt find any swarovski shops in ARAB STREET. damn it. we walked till i-don't-know-where either. decided to head back to the malls in case we got lost(in singapore somemore =.=) and so many foreign black people. scary. then again nothing caught my eye. perhaps because i know i can get the same item more than half the price cheaper using my own way. only got myself some pretty earrings and studs. had light dinner sitting down outside junction.

too crampy in the bus and i decided to alight at the next stop and hail a cab instead. i don't know what's wrong with the taxi driver, the cab kept jerking and i had a hard time closing my eyes and rest.

this is the only top that set my mind on for the entire shopping day.
in the end, i didn't get it because i know i've spent too much on stuffs already.
i need to save tad money for shopping in BKK next month :(
should i get it or NO? it's 40bucks for just this top, but nizeeeeeeeeeee.
bohemian lacestyle design ohmygawd.

but now that i refuse to take money from dad and mum(actually since ages ago), i know that it's not easy to earn money and spend it away just like that. need to think twice now. especially when it's before confirmation period and my pay is acceptable only. i'm waiting for my confirmation :D

the pic seriously doesn't do justice to the item. it's way much prettier in real life. my old phone sucks, got to change it sooner or later. and yada yada, my fat legs i know. don't remind me of that please, i'm trying to slim down as much as possible now. i've lost 3kgs in a month, is that too lil? or too much?

BIG HUGS TO this stunning pair of heels from dolce and gabbana

so many new arrivals in store these days, making us so tired. yet they're so chio and i'm so eager to get them all you know. that day, i psycho-ed two customers to buy the jeans(if it deals i'll get $20 commission each) and i succeeded ! + other commission for the day. awesome or what. hahaha.

then yesterday while when me and cher were at the basement on my way to get some food for lunch, there was a caucasian approaching me in a gentle voice, " hi, you look very charming, do you mind leaving me your number and we can be friends? i'll leave you mine as well. " i couldn't hear what he was talking initially so i, " huh? " and he asked, " do you speak english? where are you from? " so i replied, " ya i speak english, i'm a singaporean. " so he repeated his 1st question and i was like O.O , immediately i shook my head and said, " ... sorry no.. *smile* " then we walked off. haha. after that i kept imagining whether he's from an illegal syndicate trying to con people or something. cher kept disturbing me and emphasizing that i have just lost a gem because he may be rich, by his dressing style. LOL.

aye. should have left my number right!
quite good looking also. HAHAHAHAHA.
caucasian guys are way much hotter than locals.
so many eye-candies during work.

spent almost the entire day today choosing the beauty products and make up from ETUDEHOUSE. reviews of their magical makeup and skincare. SG's prices are so marked up ! gonna ship them over soon ! wee ~ :D

okay, got to work tomorrow.
got to watch some tv programme and sleep :)

nananana eh eh.. goodbye. i don't care if i will see you again ~

2009-09-08T23:56:00.005+08:00

i was walking to the bus stop with my quietest colleague at work yesterday night and chatting about things totally random. then it leads to further stuffs like wondering how come i'm quite close to certain people that, i just knew not for long. people who aint really my age or within my social circle. i mean not -supposed- to be within.

hmm. and she actually said something interesting that i have not ever thought of or been told about before. " you just have to open your mouth and talk and then immediately everyone is instantly close to you (: " i wonder what that means. i was stunned for a moment O.O - that coming out from her. but apparently she told me it's in a good way. hmm.

work is getting fun in that funhouse ! :D you know what's the best contentment? pushing different styles to the customers and matching them appropriately as a whole, making them love the items so much and buy immediately. what a feeling yeah ! fishing for big fishes. my new platform heels are so damn high.

frequent Marks and Spencer quite often during break time for SNACKS and GUMMIES and Canele for dessert :D so darn irresistable. sweet stuffs are my thing.

anyway ! girlfriends meetup on last sat, my off day again ! headed down to workplace to settle the new uniform stuffs first and they kept forbidding me to go out of the store when i had to meet my girls. haha. after some purchases done(got an anna sui shimmering lipstick for work)and they got their own stuffs, finally settled down at a japanese hokkaido restaurant, fabulousy ramen :) shopped with evan while both of em went to get some comfort food at taka and eat again =.="

we found leather jackets, military blazers, sequin long tops and dresses, cropped tees, studded heels, ripped tops. woo. awesome much. so gonna try and find ways online for the same pair of heart union jack earstuds man because it's way too pricely outside, not worth it because within 3 days i'll lose them anyway. i always lose my accessories, be it rings, earrings, necklaces etc. what a klutz.

then plans for HAJI LANE and ARAB STREET were cancelled because it's getting late. aww. disappointed. i wanted to go there and get some swarovski crystals to bling up + sheesha man :(

got some stuffs here and there. like 2 fashion hairbands, a tube top etc. still making a choice whether to get the $200-MINUS-$0.10 coffee leather jacket from the store in ION or to get it from korea online. same quality and way much cheaper ! can save tad a lil to get more stuffs isn't it?

how can anyone resist military outerwear? and bangkok's trip is almost a month's away ! better save some buckaroos and spend more there !! feel like spending the entire month's pay over there hahaha.
*grins*

and ya. kaching some digits off my bank account cos i just bought a pair of overpriced ripped leggings because the ripped designs are at the side and not the usual front, some fashion tees and the fujifilm instax camera for my trip too.

my doc martens, please wait for me ! :D

nights ~

Would you wear designer bunny ears?

2009-09-02T16:55:00.000+08:00

FALL SHOES TRENDS '09

1. Oxford Flats.
(from left): Mecca Satin Laceup Shoe – TopShop,
More Tassel Less Hassel Brogues – ModCloth,
Tyrant Studded Lace Up Shoe – TopShop.

2. Sky-high Platform Heels.
(from left): Platform Pumps and Tri-Strap Platforms – Charlotte Russe,
Chance Buckle Wedge – Forever 21.

3. Gladiator Sandals.
(from left): 2-Strap Gladiator Sandal (brown and black)
Stud Gladiator Sandal – all from WetSeal.

4. Over-the-knee Boots.
(from left): Rampage Kamron Boot, Restricted “Vamp” Boot,
and Chinese Laundry “Trust Me” Boot – all at Piperlime.

5. DOC MARTENS !!
(from left): Patent Lace Up Boot – Wet Seal,
Dr. Martens ‘Patent’ 8 Hole Boot – Zappos,
Neon Pink Doc Martens – Zappos.

i'm SO madly in love with DOC MARTENS !! :D
and thus, i spent a whole lot of time finding people wearing them on the net,
from all over the world in different colours and style !

COOL OR WHAT !!!!!!!!!?

should i find myself a simple black one, or a white, or a turquoise, or a hotpink?

Daisy Lowe and Agyness Deyn .

this colour is soooooooooooooosooooooooooooooooo hot.

Louis Vuitton Fall 2009, Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen at their opening ceremony party~

Beyonce, Paris Hilton, and Sienna Miller in denim leggings~~

am going out to meet mag, molly, bubu, liming and joy as we had the same off days ! :)
so gonna be late if i don't run off now, for more shopping !! :D
bye !

lots of love.

2009-08-30T23:58:00.003+08:00

i bought a new black blazer and another denim blazer online yesterday.
important for wardrobe versatility and layering :)

metallic tops are so gonna be HOT for FALL SEASON.
asymmetrical tops, drapes, ripped, embellishment, padded shoulders too!

shopping without limits , not even thinking twice , trying and paying trying and paying. am so contented today. i went out shopping with dear SHANICE. her off day is the same as mine! cool or what? i've tried my best to curb my spending but you know, it's so difficult. a bomb in the shell ! the card kept slashing muahahaha :P

we went Chanel and she got that classic 2.55 flap bag !
awesome much :D

do you know the story behind the bag? in the 1920s, Coco Chanel became tired of having to carry her handbags in her arms & decided to design a bag that free her hands. Inspired by the straps found on soldiers’ bags, she added thin straps & introduced the resulting design to the market in 1929. After her successful comeback to the fashion industry in 1954, Chanel decided to update her handbag for the modern women. The resulting design was called 2.55 after the date of creation, February 1955.

anyway, we met up with ryan after his work for some chilling.
we are so going to watch COCO BEFORE CHANEL together :)

THAT DAY DURING MY WORK I SERVED A HANDSOME TEENAGE CAUCASIAN DUDE AMONG HIS GROUP OF FRIENDS(WHO WERE QUITE GOOD LOOKING AS WELL) AND HE'S SO HOT I TELL YA ! BLUE EYES + BLONDE ETC ETC. OHMYGAWD !! I KEPT EXCLAIMING TO MY COLLEAGUES HAHAHA AND HE SAID THANKS BEFORE HE LEFT THE SHOP AND WINKED AT ME HAHAHA ! I'M SO GOING CRAZY :X

and ya ! my dear atiqah and azimah came and visited me yesterday ! it was a planned visit isn't it ? haha :D lately, i had to buy the new heels(im choosing platform ones and have eyed on 1 super comfy + chioness pair!) for work from our own brand, though there's like staff discount but after discount, it's still like 100 over bucks for a pair.

i feel so fortunate to have not 1, but 3 guardian angels, apart from my gfs. you know, the kind whereby they will protect you so well. 1 call/message and they will be the 1st to be right there when you want/need them to be. tell me how lucky can i be? days when i feel sad and gloomy, they would be there. days when people need to break down and a shoulder to cry on but i'll put up a brave front like always, pretending nothing is happening, they knew it straight away and lent me their silence. you know, the more than friends; lesser than lovers kind.

i didn't wanted it to be over, but then again i never asked for it to begin.
for that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance;
but even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

matters of the heart, i'll just leave it to fate.
ironically, i don't feel pain or anything but i felt so relaxed.
don't ask me why, i don't know why is that so either !
perhaps i didn't put in my true heart? haha.

if it's meant to be, it will be.
this is so me yeah :)

okay, i'm off to my bed.
sweet dreams people.

Please don't leave me - PINK

2009-08-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

2009-08-21T16:25:00.002+08:00

previously, i got these two items from ASOS.COM.
now, they are on sale ! damn damn damn damn it.

splurged on 3 GUESS tops. damage of $350+ even after staff discount. dont think that the brand is cheap, only its bags and wallets are. the rest of the brand's items like the jeans(cost up to $299+) , dress and tops(mostly over $140), tees around $85-$130.

but all so damn nize and comfy. omg.

if you close-with-me people want discounts from LA SENZA, BANANA REPUBLIC, PAINt8, GAP, RAOUL, CELINE etc or even timepieces like NAUTICA, MARC ECKO, JEANRICHARD etc, i can help as well. what a kind soul i am haha :X ohya, ST JAMES POWERSTATION is under the company also. i wonder if there's any discount for entry/drinks lol.

then yesterday, woke up at 6am because we had a product training for all outlets at paragon 8am. damn shag i tell ya. they showed us the newest collections and designs. upcoming trends and designs etc. tartan, bohemian, rock chic blablabla. then we played games. so i was one of the chosen ones among others to select day and night styles for each celebrity given(mine was Megan Fox), with matching accessories, bags and heels as well. chose sexy dresses and killer heels with studded bag + earrings and necklace. my team won the highest applause :D

and off day today. spent my day doing ordering and sourcing items.
got to go and bathe now.

zara light wash shirt dress i wanted.
SA, please get my size and call me up ):

ohsofickle did a similar design for more than half the price as well.
get it or not? it's on backorders.

good night.

that tonight's gotta be a good good night.

2009-08-18T22:32:00.004+08:00

I've been cabbing to and fro superbly often recently ever since i started working.
Oh man lazy cells.

Ice Blended Double White Choc with Whipped Cream. fabulous-y.
drinking almost EVERYDAY and i'm still loving it. haha.
Lucky Plaza is congested with Filipinos on SUN and along the road side as well.
what a sight.

supposed to be my off day today, but our bi-monthly meeting falls on this date.
so i've to wake up like as early as 7am? i knew i'll be late so i hailed a cab.
in the end, i was still late due to the traffic jam on the expressway ! ):
more bucks flew as well while jamming.

being a newcomer, i was asked to stand infront and say whatever i feel about working there and their opinions of me. my lips were trembling ! it sucked. but i just voiced out whatever i wished to say. then Sebastian asked me to sit down because he knew i was very nervous LOL. fortunately, good feedbacks. haha. i was a very fast learner heh? and i'm so glad because he asked them to dress up like what i did today. *blushes*

finished at 11, walked around ION to wait for evan as we were meeting. swore to go for massive shopping when i receive my pay :D ! and i reserved a light denim shirt dress from another outlet. new arrivals and out of stock !! i think im so gonna get it man. dope or what.

anyway, we had DIY Teppanyaki. i kind of like mine because i chose ShabuShabu and the soup was sweet :D shopped and got 2 basic tops from Uniqlo. then to get my cosmetic but had a difficult time choosing. waiting for the S.A to ring me up when the item arrives. diamante blingbling ZARA top made her crazy. and i almost fell into the bling trap. had to think over it again before i make the impulsive buy.

anyway, a new Chanel lipgloss added into my C Baby Collection :D
evan bought in another shade as well ! hehe.

was like choosing new bag for myself. that Burberry bag tempted me a whole lot. their polo top also made me go GAGA over it. that

continued shopping and i was searching high and low for a gold-black studded unique ring but i can't find any suitable ones man. got to make do with only a black-gold studded bracelet. CHIO and happy :D

woolala~

2009-08-16T02:58:00.004+08:00

off day on sat ! haha. did adjustments for blog site the full afternoon, evening over to JP to meet evan and also pass pearlyn her stuffs which i helped to order. evan and kangwei damn KAOPEH lah, kept imitating voices ! had my platform heels changed at Charles and Keith too because the size was too big for me. the last pair for my size, haha. tried Mac Cafe's mocha but i preferred Starbucks/Coffeebean's. way much better and i'm kind of like, hooked onto drinking them everyday during work. long since we last met huh. we kept wanting to go shopping together but we always missed it. and she acc-ed me around while i wait for jiayong to reach as she is going for steamboat with bf's family.

went for dinner with him and craving for some ramen. they got us wrong orders totally and gave us 10% discount for customer recovery. caught movie, " UP " . a cute and funny show i supposed haha. and i like the moral of the movie. cabbed back home at midnight. he sent me home and went to meet weihua etc?

treated me for dinner, movie + cab and refused to take my money when i wanted to stuff the money into his pocket. always like that ! but he " betrayed " me ! lol. going to get it from me next time haha.

then on fri, i simply bought 2 pairs of heels within hours. WTH. spent like 100 over bucks for em. because during my 1st break, i saw a LOVE-AT-1ST-SIGHT fringe heels 3.5inches high and got it right away. wore it for work because those i bought previously for work were too short and not allowed. okay, i was suffering like DUH HELL painful after half an hour and though all of em exclaimed it's really very pretty, i was urging to like take them off my legs IMMEDIATELY !

so my sales was pretty very affected as well as i had no intention to serve anyone under the pain of my feet. during the 2nd break, i walked to ION again to collect my forever 21 loots i ordered from forever21.com and bought a new pair of charles and keith platform heels with leopard prints straight away. VERY CHIO as well ! the size was too big for me but i'm able to change them at the other outlet over at JP. then really heaved a sigh of relief when i wore em because the comfy level was so high LOL. and my work senior LILY was so mesmerized by the leopardy platform heels i bought because she LOVES it so much and asked me to help her ask whether her size is still available. haha ! :D

for the heels, i was hungry all day - no time to buy food. damn.
and i almost tripped and fall, dumb.

less than 5 hours before i need to wake up for work.
oh man. got to head to bed now.

and ohya, lady gaga came into our shop.
cool or what! :D

because they're the only things in life that ((never change)).

2009-08-12T14:06:00.005+08:00

HISFARELADY.COM updated !
like finally we put it up, shaking my brain juice for descriptions can kill.

herfarelady.livejournal.com for collections.
hisfarelady.livejournal.com for sprees (:

its been so long since i've felt ready to conjure a healthy post! i've been doing the cliche type-and-backspace here so much that i decided to retreat back to blogger and posting without boundary, knowing no one will judge me for my dramatization was liberating. but i'm better now i think. also, i really cannot bear to leave my 1500 posts behind. i have a problem with change, you know.

have started work for a week, still adjusting to it i guess? colleagues are very patient with me haha though i'm a noob. every single day i had different food; all the deliciousness are all in town. there was ever once during my break i walked from paragon to ION, and joined the long queue just for that 6 piece takoyaki. and walked back while window-shopping, haha. and there are too many good food there, i can't decide man and i'll have to dig in those stalls with my gfs next time.

then i had people fetching me home on certain days too, so nize.

and ya, met up with my sec sch girlfriends at heeren on 1 of my off days; shihui and manrong. stella had work on =.=" ~ had a light brunch at the basement shokudo stuff, so bland. then walked around and shopped. got a pair of heels for work and shiny pumps. saw loads of sequin stuffs and do you know that i've a fetish for them as well? :D

last night, i fell asleep rearranging my life, calculating the time it will take for me to set every minuscule detail back into place and woke up with scenarios, outcomes and consequences in my head. i'm good at things like that you know? mental calculation. but this time i really need to get all these sums into action for myself.

you're not a burden to me, you're not.

2009-08-06T22:00:00.005+08:00

it hurts like crazy. heartache, and i cannot stop crying.
and even when i am happy and jumpy, i am still crying inside.
because i am so good at putting up a brave front EVERYTIME.
nobody knows. nobody. but it still hurts. it hurts so much.

this afternoon i looked through old photographs, months ago when i knew i was happy and i could smile in my sleep, looking forward to the next day.

good night, do you miss me ?

2009-08-03T22:59:00.003+08:00

almost gave up today.
kept going through my mind, whether to stay or leave right away.
but lao niang stayed throughout, surprising or what. (:

kena tempted by the pay a lil lah. cos if this continues and that i can juggle between two; online BS + job, i can have like approx $3500 SGD or even more if i'm hardworking enough, going into my bank account each month you see.

PP sees money now $.$ ~

but i think 3.5K isn't enough at all. perhaps satisfactory. got to think of ways to earn big bucks, definitely NOT by working for people. i just wanna save up money now for my dreams. you know my dreams. but once you work for people for like 5 years or even more, you're doomed. though it may be a stable ricebowl(or perhaps not), you're stuck there forever. did you see most people who live in private properties working for people? maybe my mindset will change as i grow older, like the need to carry up burdens to feed mouths. but the dreams wouldn't change.

anyway, halfway through when they chatted with me, i told em i felt v uncomfortable, as in quite stressed up because there're many things to learn and the flow kept coming in; getting their sizes for apparels, colours for accessories, shoes, jeans sizes, ask for transfers from other outlets etc. i learnt from em and done it all myself because everyone was busy in the store in half a day ! and i am seeing lots of CUTE ANGMOHS man ! blue eyes, mascular bodies. :D

many people can just grab everything and pay, which is good lah if you are serving them because that pulls up your commission. and sometimes even when you don't serve them they'll automatically look for you and there ! you earned your commission once they go to the cashier to pay.

MAG told me that in these 2-3 years she worked, the least she got(even after CPF deduction) was 1.7K, and this tempted her to not further her studies. but she kept telling me not to give up on my studies because she has already fallen into the pit hole with difficulties to climb up back onto the study track ! haha.

if i hit a 2k pay upon my confirmation, i'll be able to buy what i WANT ! :D know what i want badly? haha. but my feet are still hurting and burning as though pieces of broken glasses piercing through them right now.

my colleagues, quite nizeee people. my store in charge is a very fashionable guy. the minute you see him, you think of david gan etc. know what i mean? haha. and he let me off for half a day cos today's my 1st day. i'm entitled to staff discount as well, and i saw an acid wash top(with lil diamante blings and rose designs) in the shop + IT'S RIBBED BACK ! CHIO OR WHAT. THE MATERIAL'S SO COMFY AS WELL (:

i kept going near to that top and ogle on it :P

but i hate my current uniform now, it's a logo top sold in the shop as well. nize but too tight okay ! it's like i felt so embarrased wearing it cos it is damn super BODYHUGGING. i don't lioke. but it's just for temporary usage only because we'll be changing another design soon.

there'll be another batch of people coming back to work tml because they are off today.
hope that tomorrow will be a good day as well.

and..

I'VE FRIENDS WHO VOLUNTEERED TO ACC ME FOR LUNCH ! ;D
awesome much!

but i don't think i'll be eating that much. at this rate i can lose 10kg within 3 months ! :X
you know i merely had drinks for the whole day till i got home, that's all.

am so freaking tired.
gonna complete all the admin stuffs for my BS and go to sleep early.

[ i'm still blogging at another space, just wanna update a lil to keep this alive haha! (: ]

i'll be back when i see a wiser me.

2009-07-30T06:41:00.010+08:00

last month, i rejected the job offer from Lanvin ): it was a difficult-to-settle-for decision as it's a 1 day off per week and so it's kind of a no life because the only day off you'll most probably be resting at home. but i'm able to wear their gowns when i work, you know those branded materials are so darn comfortable. satin satin. though the pay looks attractively awarding, like you can easily hit 2k(the basic is like $1500) and you need not hard push because people like artistes will come in automatically and increase your outlet's sales, i was in such a dilemma.

then came this job. went for the interview with adel, kind of smooth and well. the person pursuaded me to join the company etc when i was undecided for. so i agreed and was assigned to paragon. it's a 2days work , 1 day off kind of basis. pretty flexible for me cos i can use the day off for my online business as well, isn't it better? that meanwhile i can still earn a living through the pay and as well as handling the blog-shop.

will see how it goes, if the job is pretty comfortable for me i'll continue.
if it isn't, say bye-bye. and WHO WANNA JOIN ME FOR LUNCH IN TOWN?
1 and a half hours :D

i woke up so early today because i dozed off yesterday night at as early as 10. am going to do some work procedures at the company later.

will be blogging at other space till i've decided to come back to blogger again. some how lost the interest to blog anymore haha. when i've found something meaningful to blog about, i will do so again.

till then.

I want a man, not a boy. ♥
a man who pampers me with something that money can't buy.
a man who knows his mistakes and try to make it right.
a man who can be my pillow whenever i need someone to lean on.
a man who knows when to give in and let down his pride.
a man who won't keep me waiting though the day or night.
a man who tries to figure out what's going on inside me and resolve it.
a man who knows how to appreciate the things I do because i seldom do that.
a man who can say yes or no instead of 'anything'.
a man who help the relationship work when it gets tough.
a man who takes responsibility for his actions
a man who'd never lay his hand on any woman.
a man who'd communicate, listen and respond.
a man who loves me with no doubts.

love love love.

2009-07-29T00:29:00.002+08:00

should i head over to sign the agreement of work from FJ Benjamin tomorrow? the brands under the company like: Celine, La Senza, Banana Republic, Guess, Gap, Marciano, Raoul, Banana Republic, Marc Ecko and other Timepieces, St James Powerstation is also under them. it's like you can choose which to work for lah. and was elected straight after the interview today but we still needed time to think about it. so how?

the interview questions were very tricky man.
droplets of perspiration trickling in my heart hahaha.
so we went out delivery the items today.

NOT GONNA DO THAT ANYMORE IT'S BLOODEY TIRING.

because some people's places are like so damn ulu down there; those private houses etc.
can't even find the place and our car can only circle here and there to find.
the uncles at sembawang are very helpful, lucky us.

only meal for the day at the famous nasi lemak stall at sembawang.
passed yileen the items and bought more stamps for postages. (:

anyway, i'm very lerthagic after a long day just now.
dozing off any moment.

going town tomorrow. bye.

dear kids, today's bedtime story is about maslow's hierarchy of needs.

2009-07-28T10:39:00.008+08:00

my room's becoming a small warehouse. mummy's been complaining and scaring me that the enemies(cockroaches) will invade my room sooner or later. received all my shipping items this week, so darn happy you know ! it's like a happy week isn't it?

mass meet-up with spree-ers on sunday. agnes(previously from campus superstar) came to collect too and she's a very nize person cos i was late for like 5 mins (: then when i was at the station there's an agent coming up to me and asked, " are you a singaporean? " i replied , " no.." i don't know why i replied that either okay, because i was frantically looking for the spree-ers. then i said , " yah.. " *while searching* ~ and she passed me this modelling agency card and asked me for my name and number. i gave her a random wrong number LOL and rushed off. must be another scam.

then went shopping while waiting for adel. luckily there's topshop for me to spend my time waiting. if NOT.. hahahaha.

aye ~ that topshop sequin navy sexaye cropped top is effing CHIO.

went for some mouthwatering cake indulgence at BakerZin.
strawberry shortcake and orea cheezecake.
woooo.

then to FEP for some part time hunting and peach ice dessert :)

taka for some SHAKER FRIES as well :D
FATFATFAT.

then they fetched me home.
went to 7-11 to pay for the air flight.

and ytd we went out for mass mailing. were late for the post office opening hours at clementi so we went to IMM instead. then got some drinks and puffs. yeah my only meal for the day. headed over to clementi for our eyebrows threading, her FIRST TIME !! lol. went home after that as we were all damn tired and i dozed off on 184. freaking wet weather suddenly.

reached home and realised that my DHL parcel arrived ! grinning* but the timing the person came was so weird, i thought most of the times parcels should come in the mornings? whatever~ sorted out and separated according to different people. watched some midnight shows and fell asleep.

my airconditioned room was damn freezing cold yesterday night.
:S

heading out later to mass deliver the items and it would all be done ! poof.
need to remember to head down to shermaine's place for my item cos she haven't post it.
MY AMERICAN.A !!!!! :D

look out for our brand new collection launching on MONDAY 3rd AUG.
style of avril lavigne- zipper dress, topshop + forever 21 !
MY FAVOURITE DRESS IS ALSO INSIDE THE COLLECTION !! ;D

omg . it's gotta be AUG soon, 2 more months+ to BKK TRIP !
EGGCITING, NOT?

i have long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say,
and that it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions.

i had the most amazing thought-provoking intellectual conversations with him. and unlike some people, he doesnt think that everything he says is right. he says he hates psychiatry and it's driving him crazy literally, and for the same reasons i have issues with psychology, and because academically wise he has always been right on top, i always expect him to never acknowledge that i may know stuff he doesnt. but he doesnt do that.

conversations like these are so rare lately.
i think the last time i had such a good conversation was with him as well.

(:

there's a bunch of chiongsters in tweeter.
lol. own friends to help clicking to up up the votes.
omg.

GEO LENSES :)

aww.

2009-07-26T02:01:00.007+08:00

when i woke up at noon, my brother carried a big box of parcel into my room.
i sat up, thinking and rubbing my eyes. what is it inside?

and next minute i saw the korean on the big box,
and i knew they were the geo lenses ! :D

you know, they told me they are moving their factory, thus there'll be a delay in shipment and will inform me when the items are shipped. so i was quite pissed off and argued as i had to answer to my customers as well. then they did some service recovery and confirmed the shipping date to be 24th July. i thought they will most probably arrive next week but i received the stuffs on 25th ! how can shipping be so FAST!? haha whatever. as long as i got my stuffs and the buyers got theirs me is happy they are happy :D

so we changed our plans as we were supposed to go town today. decided to finish the stuffs first. adel came over and we did some wrapping at my house downstairs. then her lappy went dead =.= so went up my house and used mine. done with all the wrappings and sorting out, phew. got screwed up at times cos there're too many pieces + mode of collection as we provide delivery service too. nevertheless, finished at 9pm and went down to pass genhao stuffs then came up to have our dinner. hehehe. my mummy's cookings best yeah :D J came and picked us up to BPP, passed qishan that xiaobudian hers + shihui's lenses. she always smile so happily HAHAHA :X then drove us to CCK for a meeting.

i finally voiced out what we wanted to.
damn shiokabo ! like all the trapped dirt all released hahaha.
and now everything's solved, see. things must settle asap one !
i don't like to beat around the bush haha :)

had difficulties contacting Shermaine for my American Apparel top.
hope she gets back to me asap luh !! aww. ):

am deciding whether to hold a FOREVER 21 spree :D
i've got 2 plait tops that are similar to theirs man ! hahaha.

.................

oppsey. it's 4.44am now . LOL. just finished updating new spree.
F21 spree opened ! :D

http://hisfarelady.livejournal.com/2384.html#cutid1

SG's F21 sucks shiat. The clothes and bags and bangles and everything there from A to Z and back to A are overpriced ~ at such hefty prices !! and what's more out-of-season, sizes colours designs yadayada whatever !

that is why , www.forever21.com has a meaning (;

not earning any cent from this spree, just plain spreeing to share shipping ~
COS I WANNA BUY !! :D

need to sleep, like NOW.
because we are hitting town later, + mass meetups for geo lenses.

okay, 5.27am already =.=
BYE !

take a chill pill :)

2009-07-24T01:46:00.004+08:00

mahjong session at audrey's place just now.
with weiheng and sylvester too.
till 7pm+ and headed home for dinner.

me lost 13bucks. it's alright lah, there're times when you'll lose or win.
i remember that the highest amount i've won for MJ was like around $150?
that was with another bunch of *hiong* MJ kahkis~
and so crazy, and that MJ night was so exciting because we played big.
haiya i know, that is small amount compared to what mummy played with my neighbours.
but i'm not an adult; teenager still. not yet 21 :X

but you know, when i just won that money,
i spent it on online shopping when i got home immediately.
damn it.

any good and safe investments to recommend?
grow money grow (:

anyway, i happened to chance about this website: http://visol.com

when i was in FB and i saw the ad on the right hand side. but it sounds too true isn't it? 60 days money back guaranteed and 1 year warranty? does the price include shipping too? can anyone find out whether the company is a legit one because i'm afraid of scams. it's like 1 machine: a few hundreds gone. but it's cheaper than those sessions you do in the clinic ! and it's like forever with you and you can do anytime? provided that there're effects lah. felt so tempted to buy and try man.

have been indulging in FOREVER21 SPREES for the past few days AND
I CAN'T HELP IT OKAY !!
chio-nessy.

supposed to switch to sylvester's place for MJ just now after i headed home for dinner. but i'm too lazy + loads of things to do thus i can't haha. temptation.

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Looking for models, with or without experience to help model our apparels
which will be sold on our online site; it will be mainly on fashion theme.

Preferably 160cm and above, a UK size 6-8 which is local XS-Small M size.

More for models who wish to build up their portfolio or gain more modelling experience.
We can provide you with a soft copy of your photos taken.

If we've decided to use you as our model(s) for long-term basis,
there'll be pay-out given.

there'll be a photographer + transport to fetch you.

If you or someone you know;
fun-loving, loves the camera and versatile,
email to : hisfarelady@gmail.com :)

Include your details
(age,height,weight and a few pictures eg full length, face shot etc.)

Name:
Gender:
Age:
Height:
Weight:
Experience:(if any)
Contacts:
Portfolio/Blog:

Aspiring models are welcome.
No experience needed, modeling tips will be learnt during photoshoots.

No nudity nor lingerie themed.

hisfarelady@gmail.com

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my lappy is dying.

2009-07-21T22:23:00.004+08:00

have you all click on my google ads in my blog?
if you did not, BEWARE that i'll be haunting you in your sleep.

:)

i have removed my tagboard cos i think it's plain boring to have a tagboard but do not have time to see the tags. HAHAHA not that the tags were boring, but i think that it's time to change my layout because it sucks. so anything to tell me feel free to come up to me instead of my tagboard kay? ya thanks for all the advices man ! (;

and MINMIN i tell ya you SUCK LAH !!
*EVIL LAUGH* :P

been replying to emails and more emails just now.
so shiok. settled down on advertisers too (;
gonna pay them any sooner.

do help us vote in : http://tweeterwall.mallplace.com/tw/singapore/ms-twitter
the names are in the page you just have to scroll down to find :
hisfarelady, PURPURLIM, annyleda and press the "+" on our pictures. thank you.
(actually mine not that impt, but please vote for hisfarelady!!)

hmm.

i think LJ's still so cool compared to blogger. i may be blogging in my livejournal any time from now when i like it because i dont like people to spy on my entries when i can't vice versa, not fun at all. and i'm waiting for my layout to be done HAHAHA :D

then you know. i was packing my stuffs and THROWING those unwanted bags away.
found a slip of A4 paper; stating :

"WEDDING AGREEMENT"

On the 24th of November 2007,
Mr Adelyn Koh Kai Sin and Miss Purpur Lim Shi Hui will be certified as husband and wife.
They will share happiness and sorrows together no matter rain or shine.

Signed by:

Adelyn
Purpur

HAHAHAA.. so lame. but so nolstagic !! :D i'm MISS !!
we did this while we were in Jurong working, and fooling around ~
so this coming 24th Nov will be our 2nd year anniversary heh !

by the way, here is our banner(and the one on top), link us up alright (;

sometimes late at night i think about all the things that have been, all the things that haven’t been and all the things yet to be. i wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if i will ever truly understand anything and if there’s really anything to understand at all.

good night.
may i have good dreams (:

bumbumdidumbum ! :)

2009-07-20T14:49:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WS LIL SISTER, SHIHUI :)

pictures ت

and many many more which my face looks sucky in em.
but never mind i still love em so much ! ♥ ♥ ♥
13 years and going~

whats the difference between :

'i wanna ask..whether do i stand a chance to be with you..?'

/

'know what?im starting to wonder what exactly it is i feel
for u. sometimes i think i dont miss u as just a fren.'

both msgs mean the same to me.

had a good day. what about you?

2009-07-18T01:16:00.006+08:00

hello earthlings !
first thing.

HELP ME CLICK ON MY GOOGLE ADS OKAY?
RIGHT BELOW AND THEY'RE ON THE RIGHT HAND SIDE :)

you can just click and it will lead you to the website(s), please browse for awhile. i've read through and the contents are really helpful !! especially the site on hypnosis on the right. it provides information on the good effects if you go for hypnotherapy and as well as info on what leads to these such like losing weight, controlling your anger, quit smoking etc !! and for girls ~ there's a sample pack of the new LAURIER product waiting to be sent to your home FOR FREE! LOL. i've signed up for it so what are you waiting for eh? you need not pay anything ! MASTERCARD USERS if you click and go inside, you'll know what promotions your card has ! debit or credit ~ and and there're also food coupons to be used in singapore too(food festival ad) !!

I BELIEVE THAT YOU 80+ UNIQUE USERS CAN HELP ME DO THAT EASILY !
i will love you people so much :D

alright. back to just now. rushed out of home to town because i was doing some updates on the spree. patted some bb cream on the dark eye circles and left home. i'm so sorry i was late ! met von and kim at Fish and Co and ordered our food. it's been long since the last i had those stuffs, let's go for jap food next time ! i love jap food ~ :)

ya. and i'm so elated to see them ! we had lots of catch-ups and stuffs and i swear i will remember those fun stuffs we did for as long as i live ! hehe. and i think everyone of us will because up till now we can still remember what we did. haha super funnnnnnny. and it's like we know each other since we were 7, which was 13 years back. MORE THAN A DECADE ? SO GREAT ISN'T IT?! you know how much i missed them ? haha. YOU KNOW HOW CUTE WE WERE IN THOSE DAYS ? HAHAHAHA.

;">

though we didn't meet up often, but we made it a point to meet up this time, ya thanks to yvonne who organised it ~ haha ! :D it's a pity that florence had some night class going on and couldn't join us. hope that the next time i can see her ~ we shared a seafood platter and fish and chips but we couldnt finish em. i felt like stabbing my tummy LOL. then walked to cine from paragon and something HUAT happened hahaha. so damn "lucky"? it caused a "trauma" on her :P

took some purikura(neoprints) and to wisma for chillout at starbucks till it was closing and caught the last bus home. ya white chocolate mocha with whipped cream is really sinful but i can't drink that without WHIPPED CREAM !!

we will set a date when we can go overseas together and that will be so so exciting man !! (: movie movie date ! waiting for pics to be sent to me ~

skin isn't breathing good these days.
i guess it's the weather ):

seriously had to force myself to sleep well and early, i'm crashing into bed after this. and anyway, the instax mini spree is up on the site already.
(definitely cheaper than SG and also choco and white- limited edition available) :

http://hisfarelady.livejournal.com

it's linked to hisfarelady.com (:

grumbling..

2009-07-17T01:06:00.008+08:00

i feel so sian and tired facing the lappy 24/7 , though i went out once in a while but it's really very long up till late midnight !! slept at 5-6am and wakes up at as early as 9-10am - naturally for goodness sake. after washing up, 1st thing stuck at the lappy finding preorders etc. it's god damn too many ! all the way till 5-6am(more than 20 hours!!) and the entire routine starts unless i went out. imagine my lappy which i've only just got for like 3months+ sounds sick now. its fan keeps making noises and you see, i feel very irritated and afraid that it may crash just like that. fed up with the wireless connection as well. damn.

just like today(referring to just now cos it's over 12am already), i started surfing and researching from 9am till NOW other than peeing, bathing and eating !! and i've just done up another spree which is the Fujifilm Instax Mini. if you're interested to get it, contact me. i have yet put it up in our site. they are instant cameras like polaroids.

pink and blue: at $110 each.

white and brown: at $145 each.
(limited edition, can only be found in japan)

i'm all worn out and fatique, physically and emotionally.
can anyone help me?

it doesnt matter anymore.

2009-07-16T11:08:00.003+08:00

went down to the bank yesterday, so i've seen those aunties working in POSB now and i think there are rooms for improvement. i was irritated by one serving a malay family; her voice was raised when they asked her questions and she sounded very impatient in her tone. and then the one who was serving me was not any better either. because the korean english words were kind of jumbled up, i cancelled and rewrote them, and when i filled in the form to apply for the orange mastercard as i only had the GO! mastercard which cant be used for overseas transfer, i wrote: blk *** , Pending Road #**-*** S670*** , i didnt realise that there was a printed space specially to write the postal code initially so later on i cancelled the previous S670229. then she said " haiyo ! why you like to cancel cancel you like drawing one ah?"

what to say? she's already very slow and stares at me to fill in the form. okay not stare, is look at me. she was supposed to print out the transfer slip and i think she wants to make sure i dont cancel again so i said: " can you faster do what you are supposed to do anot? Stop looking can? and can you hurry up? i'm in a hurry. " *rolled eyes. nincompoop.

the front desk on the 1st floor was much much better; it was a young lady by the way.

i was supposed to go for my eyelash extensions appointment and she keeps delaying my time urgh ! so later on yahshi ah8 came and meet me at FEP but i was still waiting for the glue to dry using the mini fan they gave and she dont wanna come into the shop cos she say she paiseh =.=" when i thought that the glue has dried, we went for brunch as my treat for her belated birthday. THEN ! i kept tearing nonstop because my eyes were pricky. i guessed they werent completely dried yet. because if the glue wasnt dried there'll be a burning sensation and the tears will be uncontrollable. my eyes were bloodshot and luckily i had my shades with me to cover up. i couldnt see things clearly either. i was like half-blind and i'm so scared. it sucks man. the previous time wasnt like that ):

so we walked for awhile and i can't take it already. she ah kept disturbing me and say, " i know you see me you very gandong.. " speechless. then she acc-ed me to take 700 back and she transferred bus from panjang. haha thanks ah8! next time meet you again ~ :D

when i reached home, i used the XTRA big fan and i'm alright already.

ya and on last sat night i met adel and JJ for dinner at timah. Boon Tong Kee's chickennnnnnn rice. taogeh, chicken and fried balls. lol. i think the one at FEP's nicer (:

ALL THE WAY to Ritz Strudel and it's almost 20km !! WALK OKAY !! i kept grumbling man. because we followed the GPS on adel's phone and that device sucks !! hahaha. and when we reached Ritz Strudel it was closing so damn! we cant sit down and relax there already. we got the full loaf apple strudel(mango is yummier) and had it cut into half. had my fav eclaire and hers were mini cream puffs and the strawberry rolls. went back to my area and we slacked awhile before heading back home. the half was already big and i had family members to help me clear them hiakhiak. me loves eclaire :) they had this Heart Shaped Strawberry Strudel as well !

NUFFNANG'S CHEQUE.
give me more adverts !! :D

from MyFatPocket.

emotionally bored. HAHA.
all we/i want is the thrill of fluctuation.

GEO SPREE 2 IS UP ! :D

"Whether or not you believe in Fate comes down to one thing:
Who do you blame when something goes wrong?
Do you think it's your fault - that if you'd tried better, or worked harder,
it wouldn't have happened? Or do you just chalk it up to circumstances?"

:D

2009-07-14T21:09:00.008+08:00

this pic was months ago, my extension lashes all dropped now ):

by the end of this month:

eyelash extensions
union jack bag(shopping spree!)
trim my eyebrow and hair.
get good prices for air tickets and hotel.

Berkeley Damier, i gonna get you soon :)
i've yet been to ION ORCHARD LV leh.

finally received ahtat's letter. his bro came all the way up to drop it outside my house LOL. gonna write 1 back to him as soon as possible. wondering when will he be out? i need to remind myself to ask him man. miss him sio.

any one wanna get USB pens?
it's a 2-in-1 thumbdrive + pen.

$20 for 2GB
$30 for 4GB

interested parties do let me know.
(i can do blinging for you as well, with extra charges)

by the way.

MyFatPocket sent me a parcel with a Maybelline Volume Express Mascara !
though i have that already but i used it before and it's really good.
thanks MFP! :D

going out with that adorable-yet-i'm-more adorable ah8 tml haha.
woooo. i feel like eating cake right now ! ohmygawd.
and i'll meeting 4 of my pri sch girlfriends how great is that ? :D

orders finally done. the system is cork up man.