The test of courage comes when we are in the minority. The test of tolerance comes when we are in the majority.
Purpur. 04.26.1989 23 year old. If you know me, I get the jitterbugs when you put me next to a stranger. I prefer tea to coffee, late nights to afternoons. I love cakes, chocolates and candies. I love overseas trips. I make sure I get my trips at least twice a year. I can't use chopsticks in the right way. I get bored of material things very easily. I contemplate at almost everything. I'm a major procrastinator. I get annoyed when I hear metals rubbing against each other. I rely on cabs too much. I love my boyfriend and gfs. I can sleep for more than 12 hours if you don't bomb me up. hah. I love nua-ing in my cosy bed. I'm mostly comfortable in my own skin, and I've never seen a need to conform to society or become the person you think I should be. I dress the way I deem fit, and I'll play this game the way I wanna play it. I live, I laugh, I love, I trip and I take chances. My love. I want the person who will pursue me, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the person who brings out the best in me and makes me want to be a better person. He is my best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with me at any time no matter what the circumstances; the person who makes me smile like no one else and when he smiles I know he needs me. I have found the person who want will want to show me off to the world when I am in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when I dress up for him. And most of all, have found the person who puts me at the center of his universe, because that's where I belong. 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(: kena tempted by the pay a lil lah. cos if this continues and that i can juggle between two; online BS + job, i can have like approx $3500 SGD or even more if i'm hardworking enough, going into my bank account each month you see. PP sees money now $.$ ~ but i think 3.5K isn't enough at all. perhaps satisfactory. got to think of ways to earn big bucks, definitely NOT by working for people. i just wanna save up money now for my dreams. you know my dreams. but once you work for people for like 5 years or even more, you're doomed. though it may be a stable ricebowl(or perhaps not), you're stuck there forever. did you see most people who live in private properties working for people? maybe my mindset will change as i grow older, like the need to carry up burdens to feed mouths. but the dreams wouldn't change. anyway, halfway through when they chatted with me, i told em i felt v uncomfortable, as in quite stressed up because there're many things to learn and the flow kept coming in; getting their sizes for apparels, colours for accessories, shoes, jeans sizes, ask for transfers from other outlets etc. i learnt from em and done it all myself because everyone was busy in the store in half a day ! and i am seeing lots of CUTE ANGMOHS man ! blue eyes, mascular bodies. :D many people can just grab everything and pay, which is good lah if you are serving them because that pulls up your commission. and sometimes even when you don't serve them they'll automatically look for you and there ! you earned your commission once they go to the cashier to pay. MAG told me that in these 2-3 years she worked, the least she got(even after CPF deduction) was 1.7K, and this tempted her to not further her studies. but she kept telling me not to give up on my studies because she has already fallen into the pit hole with difficulties to climb up back onto the study track ! haha. if i hit a 2k pay upon my confirmation, i'll be able to buy what i WANT ! :D know what i want badly? haha. but my feet are still hurting and burning as though pieces of broken glasses piercing through them right now. my colleagues, quite nizeee people. my store in charge is a very fashionable guy. the minute you see him, you think of david gan etc. know what i mean? haha. and he let me off for half a day cos today's my 1st day. i'm entitled to staff discount as well, and i saw an acid wash top(with lil diamante blings and rose designs) in the shop + IT'S RIBBED BACK ! CHIO OR WHAT. THE MATERIAL'S SO COMFY AS WELL (: i kept going near to that top and ogle on it :P but i hate my current uniform now, it's a logo top sold in the shop as well. nize but too tight okay ! it's like i felt so embarrased wearing it cos it is damn super BODYHUGGING. i don't lioke. but it's just for temporary usage only because we'll be changing another design soon. there'll be another batch of people coming back to work tml because they are off today. hope that tomorrow will be a good day as well. and.. I'VE FRIENDS WHO VOLUNTEERED TO ACC ME FOR LUNCH ! ;D awesome much! but i don't think i'll be eating that much. at this rate i can lose 10kg within 3 months ! :X you know i merely had drinks for the whole day till i got home, that's all. am so freaking tired. gonna complete all the admin stuffs for my BS and go to sleep early. [ i'm still blogging at another space, just wanna update a lil to keep this alive haha! (: ]
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay